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Monday, July 06, 2009
Blown away. / 2:48 PM
  I guess sometimes being me is not enough. I have to be multiple MEs. I have no evil intentions by heart and cared for everyone i loved dearly. It's pretty much up to them to see if they want to appreciate it. I will be there for anyone if they need me. After so many years, i still managed to get myself hurt by things i have done. I guess I'm done trying to nurture or protect anything. Everyone needs to learn to fend for themselves to grow. It's my fault for pushing things to mature faster then they should be. I forgot about the gap. Everyone deserve to change, for better or the good. I just need to make it clear that i still will provide the support as needed when needed. I just want everyone to be happy. Sunday, July 05, 2009
Hang on. / 8:44 PM
 Life is a confusing pile of mess. How i wish sometimes all my different personalities can combine themselves and create some form of miracle. I've tried my best to understand humans in all possible forms and there are times when i fail terribly. I guess that's when you gain some, you lose some. These are also times when you will say f**k it and throw your hand up into the air. I also begin to realise why i enjoyed meeting new people and throwing myself at work although work may suck. Because i do not need to care for all the ungodly affairs in my the world. Well. / 12:53 AM
 These are the times when your brain overload itself and you feel like emo-ing in a corner. Every night, it's a different dream. Every night, you can feel yourself drifting in and out of sleep. Every day, you feel exhausted. Every day because of exhaustion, it affects your appetite. Anyway, speaking of which, i managed to fit into a pair of mini skirt from Joop in size S. Whoopie! When was the last time i managed to get my ass into a pair of skirt in S?? It's on sale at 15 bucks and i brought it anyway. I swear it's been years since i worse such a bloody short skirt. I better pray i managed to keep my size and make it even smaller. CLEO challenge gave me some incentives! I secretly pray that the next time i intend to wear it, i can still fit in them and not allow them to split! Burning questions, No answers. All the 'What if' leads to nothing at all. Good gracious. I can feel the other side of me poking at me recently. Not a good sign. I just hope some angels up there drop me a sign soon. Let me know what to do next. Saturday, July 04, 2009
Again. / 1:40 AM
I lost count of the times i have seen Twilight over an over again. Truthfully speaking, readers will know that the storyline is rather weak but they have this charm that will suck people into the plot even though we know it's a bloody fairytale. We can only all dream of it occurring it either in heaven or when we die or maybe when we go loony and live in your own world. That will be fantastic because i want to meet my Edward. Being in the world of edward led me out of my world, even if it's just 2 hours for now. Friday, July 03, 2009
It's THE Friday! / 9:06 PM
I don't freaking know what's wrong with Blogger! It doesn't show the photos i upload through their own loader although it says that it's done! Forget it. Anyway, I'm glad it's Friday and i have some ME time to myself. Good times pass fast i guess. It's 2 weeks since i started training. How i wish it can go on and on forever. I enjoyed myself very much in there and i know a new chapter of my life is starting soon. =) Since i can't post any photos, i can't post anything on Muthu Curry's gathering and Bf's new hairstyle. Next time then. In the meanwhile, feast yourself on these 2 YouTube clips. Awesome Songs. *Thanks to Chrrian for the song. After hearing it, i think it's really good! HOT to the max!* *This song keeps running through my head all day. It's repeated at least 10x a day!* P.s: I'm going to NDP rehearsal tomorrow! I hope it's good. I don't really care about the goody bags as this one doesn't have any. It's been like exactly 10 years since i watch the parade on the main venue itself! Sunday, June 28, 2009
Ouch. / 11:42 PM
 I'm not in my best mood today. A lot of it has to do with my duck leg syndrome and the aching abs. I can't walk properly now. I walk like a duck. I waddle. That feeling sucks. It is as good as dragging myself while i walk. I tried to run after a customer just now from HR to pass them something. I can feel my muscle or my veins in my limbs screaming for help. I need to do something about it after it feels slightly better. Need to run harder. My abs hurts when i laugh or sneeze. That feeling sucks too. But knowing that this means that I've trained my abs. I think it's worth it. =) The worst part I'm feeling now are my toes. They feel as if the toenails are coming apart. To make things worse, my colleague stepped on my right toes just now. Really freaking hard. Now they have turn into a pale shade of purple. I hope it gets better tomorrow then. If not, I'll waddle to class. It's another day to start at 6am again. Sigh. Saturday, June 27, 2009
Cleo challenge day! / 9:56 PM
 The challenge made 4 people very happy today. Because they had $1000 each jiggling in their pockets. Too bad, it isn't me and my girls! But never mind, we had our fun. A fatal mistake on judgement of roads cause us to walk unnecessarily but it was still fun! (Plus, the maps they provided didn't help at all!) It's been years since i had such crazy outdoor activities in a day out, running, walking, jogging, feeling the adrenaline rush and doing crazy stunts. I finally got my slight tan! I hope it stays.. Not to mentioned, it left me with a pair of very sore and aching legs. I bet i am half ready for my shape run in July. We walk/Jog/Run at least 10km today.  Cam-Whore!  One more!  Me and Siew (Okay. i don't look good like that.)  Ling looking at her compass. WE all think that it's faulty. It runs north everywhere!  On our way at the station! Ting, Siew and Ling.  Me and Ting. Pinkish Girl on the move!  Siew and Ling! Pretty Pretty.=D  Siew's trying to sleep while i snap. Ling's ever ready for the camera.  Ting Ting was stoning. She was up on till 3am the night before!  Changing room at Cafe Del Moar-Siloso Beach.  Busy Rummaging through our stuff. They were having this game that has 4 CLEO challenge girls Vs against these 4 ang-mo guys on a 'TAR' challenge.(Finish a Cup of beer at one go in the fastest time). Those guys obviously won, the losers were being thrown into the pool as a punishment!  Exhausted and Resting after the challenge.  Mademoiselle in CLEO t-shirt. I love my cap. =)  Some Random People. Got Bikini-Clad girl, Topless dudes, a bunch of ang-mos and a lot of CLEO challengers.  Heading down to the beach area for announcement of winner for the challenge.  Beach Front.  The lead was supposed to be those shiny trophies.  My girls!  The MC for the day. Arvin. He was the life of the party.  Pamela and Arvin going through the prize list.  Delectable Deborah waiting to give out the prizes.  Winning Team for CLEO challenge. Seasoned Challenge winners. They came prepared to sweep that cheque away. Congrats and they deserved it!  1st Runner up. No trophy but at least a goodies bag filled with $2800 worth of prizes.  2nd Runner up. Goodies bag with prizes worth up to $2400.  Winner for Most Bodylicous. Well, she does have a body to die for and pretty pretty. With ang-mo looks, Jimmy Choos and Shades.  Winner for Most Spotty. Came from the winning team as well. If my girls are willing, i'll do something like this with them again. But let's just say, not so soon alright! I have a biological age of 20 a body of 200! I feel like i'm that ancient Transformer autobots that has all the loose pieces falling off me. I need time to fix them. I bet i'll wake up with stiff legs tomorrow morning. I'm just glad i'm at home now after a nice shower and resting. Friday, June 26, 2009
Thank god it's friday! / 10:57 PM
 Ah! Home Sweet Home. I finally survived 5 days of waking up at 6am, snoozing till 6.30am and make sure i catch the bloody bus at 7.30am to reach my workplace before 8.30am everyday. Everything is so fixed. What a routine. I'm starting to enjoy all the people at my training. I can't stop laughing. Hilarious People seriously. Went out with some of them for movie and dinner. I caught Transformer twice. It's that awesome x2! Suffered from gastric after the movie from lack of food. Mee Sua didn't do me any good and i couldn't even finish it. Then we went home. Well, a little choking moment on my personal life. I don't mind people knowing about my past, my life but sometimes, it a little hard to explain to people of my situation. Different people absorb information and react differently. I guess i need to find a different way to say certain things. I don't want such episode to become a cry and spill, pity soap drama. haha. Other than that, it was uber fun. It was a different kind of enjoyment. P.s: Looking forward to CLEO challenge tomorrow. Yipee! Edited at 1.21 am, Saturday |
My dream is to travel around the world.
Leaving my mark and footsteps everywhere before i leave this dying little planet.
Pretty Cottonish Clouds never fail to bring a smile on my face as i picture all of them in different icons through my imagination
Carpe diem. Live everyday with no regrets.
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