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Sunday, November 15, 2009
1st Birthday present to welcome the big 21. / 12:00 AM
It seems a little early eh but I'm still really really touched because this present needs to be early! (Totally agree with the giver of the gift!)  It comes in a majorly cute Package. Aww.  Birthday card with really nice wishes that touches my heart! (P.s: Lighting is real bad. my nose looks enormous here. Bleah.)  Package contents makes my heart flutters and faints at sight. OMG.  Edward. All mine. =D   Alright. Please don't puke at my nonsensical photos, i must have gone bonkers to be seen with no make-up, no nothing. I know you will be reading this Jon! I love you to bits for getting me these gifts. I have never ever thought of receiving a twilight DVD with special features. NO MORE STREAMING! I can replay non-stop all day and night. lalalala.. I'm grateful that I've found Jon as my friend in SH as well. I've never dreamt that I'll get to meet this awesome movie critic that writes really well, enjoy movies and TV series as much as i do! You are always kind to bring us nice food that makes me drool every single time i think of them. Will never forget all the wonderful memories even if i leave SH one day..=) So, Thank you Thank you Thank you! I feel all fuzzy and warm up tonight because i feel really loved. =D Friday, November 13, 2009
Me to you. / 10:48 PM
 Silly.Hearing the laughter and seeing those expressions, it seemed to me that it's possible to defrost an ice man. They just keep replaying in my mind and i can't shake them off. I never dared to think about anything on his darker side but it does makes me wonder, will i ever know this person thoroughly? At times, i get to see a softer side. This softer side makes him vulnerable. It surprises me on the things that were said and things that were done. I bet it's tough to be split up into 2. Tuesday, November 10, 2009
I'm back! / 10:12 PM
 Never felt 4 days 3 nights slipped through my fingers just like this. I still can't quite get it that I'm back in this small island and i have to go back to the same routine starting from tomorrow. Really The trip did temporarily curb my thirst for travelling but how long will it last, i have no idea. All i know is that I'm broke this year so no more splurging for awhile. =( I'm not ready to write on the trip yet as i still feel a little disoriented and there are tons of photos in ling's camera as well, so I'm waiting for her to upload. I had fun, i hope she did as well. =) I'll pause at this point. I think after sleeping tonight, everything should feel better and more realistic. P.s: Can anyone tell me why do i feel so empty in me? It feels really awful. =( I think i look much darker now and i am suffering from a terrible sunburn on my back, just above my butt crack. I have already slapped tons of aloe Vera gel on it. Aww. Friday, November 06, 2009
Madness that's driving me awake now. / 11:24 PM
 Quite a bit of drama happened recently. Every thing's happening too fast and I'm afraid to fall. My goals for myself in the next 5 years is to get a place on my own and drives a car around. It might seem a little far-fetched but i know i can do it with enough effort and determination. The only way that it's achievable is that i get out of whatever I'm doing now and start doing a prim and proper job. However, the notice period at SH is killing me slowly but surely. I hate the inflexibility of the company. I'm glad that my boss have been really understand and granted my urgent leave today but at the expense of going through 3 people to be able to get an answer is really too much. I'm really grateful for everything though but i can't help but blame on the ridge procedure. Furthermore, I'm taking a no paid leave. Even the part-timers have 14 days leave entitlement , what about me? I'll take this few days to think about my prospects. I'll probably stick around till at least my contract ends since it's ending soon on 21st December. It's just another 1 month plus to go which is exactly around my notice period. The only reason i still have not thrown in the towel yet is really due to the people i met at work. So, if my pillar of support is not there anymore, i don't think i can stay on any longer. We'll take one step at a time but I'm very very sure that SH is not a place i can progress in. Period. I have that motivation to keep me going already, all i need is that chance and a bit of luck. I know i can do this. So let me get out of this world for a few days and I'll be back on Tuesday to face this messed-up place. =) Thursday, November 05, 2009
The feeling. / 9:42 PM
  Scorching hot. Oh my. I'm counting down to see them on New Moon release. =D Anyway, was having some problem packing my stuff for Saturday. It seems like I'm bringing a lot of things when it's really not a lot. It's also the first time I'm travelling with only a hand carry which is very odd. =X Throughout the evening, i was half packing and half resting on the sofa as the body isn't responding very well tonight. There's this weird feeling in the stomach and you just feel uneasy all over- As though there's a hunch that something bad might happen soon.. I don't know what is causing this but I'm blaming it on diet and lack of sleep. Hopefully, this feeling will go away when i wake up tomorrow. Let this trip serves it's purpose. I want to have fun to heal properly. Blogging via Outlook. / 1:35 PM
I have no idea how this post will turn out using Outlook format but I’m positive that the format will look decent as compared to Google mail mobile. =) Wednesday, November 04, 2009
Bad hair Days / 11:46 PM
 I'm sick and tired of my BHD ( Bad Hair DAYS). They make me go all cranky plus a little upset which makes me feel like pulling every strand out.. My hair is definitely a bottomless pit hole. The amount of money i spent on it is growing exponentially. So hair, please wait for me to finish my short trip to KK first. I'll settle this score with you after i have my long deserving break. =) P.s: I need another revenue to earn more money. Oh god. Tuesday, November 03, 2009
backing up. / 10:06 PM
 I'm so tired with the change in body clock.I need to get rid of my dark eye circles like badly. I've also been spending the last 2 hours backing up all my photos in Picasa because i feel that my lappie has caught up to his age and might catch a cold anytime. It kind of hurt to browse through all these photos. I seem to have lost the closeness with these 2 very important people of my life. I can't really describe how it feels inside me, something very similar to emptiness with a combination of piercing pain. I'm so afraid that they will not be in my life any longer. Hopefully, i can sleep my pain away. |
My dream is to travel around the world.
Leaving my mark and footsteps everywhere before i leave this dying little planet.
Pretty Cottonish Clouds never fail to bring a smile on my face as i picture all of them in different icons through my imagination
Carpe diem. Live everyday with no regrets.
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