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Saturday, May 14, 2005
/ 9:53 AM



*rAiN n e sUn..*

*+*Do u nOe hOw t fEes wHeN uR hEarT s rAinnG wHeN u R suPpOseD 2 b ChEerFuL? fELt thAt yEsteRdaY..*+*

*+*awaYs eXpEcT e mOsT unExpEcTed.. doTx.. hOw wd i eXpeCt u 2 b oNlinE juS beFoRe u eAvE 4 wOrk.. wAs sTi fEeinG artE..b4 wE cHaT oNlinE..*+*

*+*y aSk m f dO hAf sUm1 sPeCia iN mY hEaRt?? y aSk hU's n tHeRe?? y kEeP puShinG sUm1 eLsE 2 m?? wHy??*+*

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*+*u sAy uR aonE? dO u nOe hOw t fEes 2 waLk aRouNd lyK a zOmbe whEn u WaN 2 cRy? U fet hElplEsS.. u nOe hOw t fEes 2 wAtCh 'hOuSe oF wAx' aonE? eVeN e mOsT gROsS mOviE sEeMs lyK a pArt oF daiy lifE..wHaT's sO gRosS aBoUt tHaT mOviE? u nOe hOw t fEeLs wHeN i jUs WanTeD a hUg fRm u 2 eaSe mY pan?*+*

*+*4gEt t.. aS lonG aS uR haPpY.. conTenTeD..*+*


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