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OH THE RESPLENDENT!
To be or not to be, it's no longer a question.
It's a choice.
Fumble, Tumble, Rumble your way through the details of everything here.
Maybe, Just Maybe, you will know who i am.
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♥/ Speak Your Mind.
♥/ Looking.Back.
♠/ FLABBERGAST
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Saturday, June 25, 2005
/ 12:09 PM
*cRusHeD..* *+*wE'Ve eNdEd oUr 1St cHpT e.. cUmS fAsT.. gOeS fAsT..*+* *+* tOt wUn b sAd.. bUt jUs dN bEaR 2 gf Up oN ts r/S.. cOs.. hE'S e rTE 1 e.. bUt n e EnD.. wHEN wOkE uP 2daY.. rEaiSe wAs jUs eScAPnG frOm rEalitY aGain..*+* *+*yEsTeRdAy..hE caMe 2 tOk 2 m aFtEr eC'S lEssOns..<<>> bUt mrcLe dd'Nt ht m..t juS fLeW oFf.. hE sti sad wHt i DN wAN hm 2 saY.. hax.. wHt CAn dO? a i cAN dO iS 2 acCepT e fAcT cOs t caN'T b cHanGed..hE dd'Nt gf ts r/S aNotHeER cHanCe.. peRhaPs e tmE iS reAli wRonG.. wE'Ve gOnE 2 fAsT beYOnD e tmE cOntROl.. n hE'S nOt rEaDy 2 aCcEpT e OthER paRt oF mY chaRaCtER.. i'Ve loSt hm..*+* *+* diD'Nt cRy..cOs i cAN nO loNgEr cRy ouT.. i'Ve aLreaDy prEpare mYsLf 4 e wOrSe..sO haRm cAusE wi b lEsSer..n e eNd.. dD'NT gO 4 cD'S lEssOn.. n wEnt kbOx aGain.. wf yyuN n fEliciA.. sAnG aGan.. t wAs qUitE fUn laRx..< >haha.. n i tOt i wAs aLriGht liaOx..wEnt bAck 2 sChoOl 4 fOm's leCturE.. sti aS boRinG aS eVeR..bUt.. aNiwAy..2 hrs paSs fAsTeR thEn toT..*+*
*+* tHeN tOT cAN gO 4 dakO'S trAninG 2dAy.. coS laSt wEeK dN haF..'M lYk KinD oF loOkinG 4WaRd 2 iT.. bUt in e eNd.. nO1 wAn 2 gO.. inCLudInG hm..@ tHaT tmE a bT dsaPPointeD loRx.. tOT u haf passon 4 T..n e eNd, t loOks mRe lYk 'Ve gOT mRe paSsioN 4 iT..aCTuaLLy a fEw wAn 2 gO De.. bUt u nOe.. snCe evEry1 haLf-heArTed..mgHt aS we cANcEl..gEEx.. bUt diD'nT fEe lyK gOin hOmE.. sO wE bOaRd oN a trAIn 2gEtHeR.. tOT clD fACe hm e.. sO i'M oK le ritE.. i cOnvincE mYsf.. sO wEnt 2 plaY bAskETbaLL wF yyuN'S fRienDs.. qUitE oKie laRx.. plaYeD 4 a whie n sAt dOwn 2 oBsErVe tnKs.. bERI inTereStinG pPlE.. haHa.. wEnt hOmE @ aRounD 6+.. sWeAt a dRipPinG n sTinkY.. sO deCidEd 2 caLL ytInG n aSk heR wAn gO ouT aNot.. n sHE sAid okiE.. sO i WEnt baCk hOmE 2 sHowEr..*+*
*+*dEcidEd 2 gO clubbIng @ M.O.S tHaT nTE.. tnG keeP aSKinG m f t'S bCOs oF hm tHeN gO.. i kEEp saYinG no.. bUt n mY heArT.. iT's a ' DnnOe!!'.. sO wEnt 2 mEEt heR laRx.. aS usUal.. aLwayS laTe dE.. haHa.. QuEen oF laTeS maRx.. sO aFtER shE's DOnE.. wEnt 2 meeT 1 oF heR fRiEnD.. hOneY @ cnE lesuRe.. thEN meET mUrAN n hEr fRienD, ts guY i 4Got hs nAme<> @ tANjOnG paGaR.. oKie laRx.. e plaCe s lyK @ 1St wHen wE rCh, it wAs sti quiTe nOt a loT oF ppLe loRx.. bUt AfTer mdniT.. e plaCe wAs lyK prEttY paCkeD.. bUt aNiwAy.. dD'Nt dANcE muCh cOs mY eNerGy leVe wAs lYk suPEr loW aLrEady.. n kEEp dRInKinG vOlDkA..<> n mURAn wAs lYk bUrNinG hOT.. I'M lyK sti aWakE.. haHa.. sO funNy.. 3 a.M in e mOrninG n e paRty'S oVEr.. wALk oVer 2 7-11 2 buY tinkS 2 eAt.. dRaG LoRx.. a e gUyS tHeRe rEali nOe hOw 2 dRaG.. sTand therE keeP tOkinG.. tHeN untIl aRound 3+ gOing 2 4 tHen wAn ca cAb hOmE.. uRgh.. rEaCH hOmE aRn 4.30 in e mOrninG.. trEd aLL out.. pu mYslf 2 showEr.. coS m wHoLE bOby sTInkS oF smokE n i haTe iT.. tHen fa dEAd oN mY bEd liaoX..*+*
*+* wOke uP @ aRn 11 ts mOrninG.. kEEp tnKinG y diD a e tInkS yEst.. nOe mYslF de.. juS wAn eScAPe rEality tHat'S a.. i jus Dn wAn 2 tnK aBt iT.. tHaT'S y.. i Onli dRInK 4 2 oCcAsiOn.. 1 iS ceLebRatInG pPle'S brThdAy.. muS dRInk.. 2nD s wHen i'M bERi sAd n wAn 2 nuMb mYslF..<> gUeSs.. aLL i caN dO nW iS 2 tAke a stEP bY e tmE.. i DnnOe i nEEd 2 tAKe hOw lonG 2 4Get.. oR dO i wAN 2 4Get.. a ts r qNs leFt unaNsWereD.. bUt 4 1 tnK.. beLieVe hs e rtE peRsOn @ e wROnG tmE.. maYb t'S juS an ObStaCle 4 m 2 saY tHaT.. heY.. leT bOth oF uS gO ouT n tAke a bg crCle.. meEt a e pPlE u wAn 2 meEt.. thEn iF u rEaliSe tHaT he'S sTil e 1.. tHeN hE s.. f wE r faTed 2 b 2gEthER.. wE wi b.. bUt anwaY.. 'LL aLwaYs b On a loOk ouT 4 hm n b tHerE wf hm nO maTTeR wHt.. EvEN f caN'T sHoW iT phYscaLy.. juS wAn hm 2 b haPPy.. whie i haF 2 fnD bAck e paRt oF mi loSt wf hm..*+*
*+*sO whEn ts mOrniNg hE msG m sayInG tHaT hE wAN rEtuRn m e bOtte i gAf 2 hm.. i gOT e pUnCh n mY heArt.. aSK hm 2 keeP t we 4 m.. dN wAN iT bAck e.. cinG iT juS makeS u fElt mRe huRt.. At leASt i nOe i leFt sTh oF m wf hm.. aT leAsT..*+*
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/ The Facts. The Rubbish & The Nonsensical.
 Even I'm lost for words at times when asked to describe about myself.
Let's start with the basic then. I saw my first light as a human on 26th November 1988. And Yes, i'll stepping into official declaration of adulthood soon!
Stepping into adulthood is an out-of-the-world-Experience but i L-O-V-E it! I just hope that i remain at 21 every year though.
At this tender age i call it, i'm already roughing out on my own.
It's my life adventure. I bet i can come out with an autobiography or something.
 My dream is to travel around the world.
Leaving my mark and footsteps everywhere before i leave this dying little planet.
Pretty Cottonish Clouds never fail to bring a smile on my face as i picture all of them in different icons through my imagination
Carpe diem. Live everyday with no regrets.
Live. Love. Laugh.
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Saturday, June 25, 2005
/ 12:09 PM
*cRusHeD..* *+*wE'Ve eNdEd oUr 1St cHpT e.. cUmS fAsT.. gOeS fAsT..*+* *+* tOt wUn b sAd.. bUt jUs dN bEaR 2 gf Up oN ts r/S.. cOs.. hE'S e rTE 1 e.. bUt n e EnD.. wHEN wOkE uP 2daY.. rEaiSe wAs jUs eScAPnG frOm rEalitY aGain..*+* *+*yEsTeRdAy..hE caMe 2 tOk 2 m aFtEr eC'S lEssOns..<<>> bUt mrcLe dd'Nt ht m..t juS fLeW oFf.. hE sti sad wHt i DN wAN hm 2 saY.. hax.. wHt CAn dO? a i cAN dO iS 2 acCepT e fAcT cOs t caN'T b cHanGed..hE dd'Nt gf ts r/S aNotHeER cHanCe.. peRhaPs e tmE iS reAli wRonG.. wE'Ve gOnE 2 fAsT beYOnD e tmE cOntROl.. n hE'S nOt rEaDy 2 aCcEpT e OthER paRt oF mY chaRaCtER.. i'Ve loSt hm..*+* *+* diD'Nt cRy..cOs i cAN nO loNgEr cRy ouT.. i'Ve aLreaDy prEpare mYsLf 4 e wOrSe..sO haRm cAusE wi b lEsSer..n e eNd.. dD'NT gO 4 cD'S lEssOn.. n wEnt kbOx aGain.. wf yyuN n fEliciA.. sAnG aGan.. t wAs qUitE fUn laRx..< >haha.. n i tOt i wAs aLriGht liaOx..wEnt bAck 2 sChoOl 4 fOm's leCturE.. sti aS boRinG aS eVeR..bUt.. aNiwAy..2 hrs paSs fAsTeR thEn toT..*+*
*+* tHeN tOT cAN gO 4 dakO'S trAninG 2dAy.. coS laSt wEeK dN haF..'M lYk KinD oF loOkinG 4WaRd 2 iT.. bUt in e eNd.. nO1 wAn 2 gO.. inCLudInG hm..@ tHaT tmE a bT dsaPPointeD loRx.. tOT u haf passon 4 T..n e eNd, t loOks mRe lYk 'Ve gOT mRe paSsioN 4 iT..aCTuaLLy a fEw wAn 2 gO De.. bUt u nOe.. snCe evEry1 haLf-heArTed..mgHt aS we cANcEl..gEEx.. bUt diD'nT fEe lyK gOin hOmE.. sO wE bOaRd oN a trAIn 2gEtHeR.. tOT clD fACe hm e.. sO i'M oK le ritE.. i cOnvincE mYsf.. sO wEnt 2 plaY bAskETbaLL wF yyuN'S fRienDs.. qUitE oKie laRx.. plaYeD 4 a whie n sAt dOwn 2 oBsErVe tnKs.. bERI inTereStinG pPlE.. haHa.. wEnt hOmE @ aRounD 6+.. sWeAt a dRipPinG n sTinkY.. sO deCidEd 2 caLL ytInG n aSk heR wAn gO ouT aNot.. n sHE sAid okiE.. sO i WEnt baCk hOmE 2 sHowEr..*+*
*+*dEcidEd 2 gO clubbIng @ M.O.S tHaT nTE.. tnG keeP aSKinG m f t'S bCOs oF hm tHeN gO.. i kEEp saYinG no.. bUt n mY heArT.. iT's a ' DnnOe!!'.. sO wEnt 2 mEEt heR laRx.. aS usUal.. aLwayS laTe dE.. haHa.. QuEen oF laTeS maRx.. sO aFtER shE's DOnE.. wEnt 2 meeT 1 oF heR fRiEnD.. hOneY @ cnE lesuRe.. thEN meET mUrAN n hEr fRienD, ts guY i 4Got hs nAme<> @ tANjOnG paGaR.. oKie laRx.. e plaCe s lyK @ 1St wHen wE rCh, it wAs sti quiTe nOt a loT oF ppLe loRx.. bUt AfTer mdniT.. e plaCe wAs lyK prEttY paCkeD.. bUt aNiwAy.. dD'Nt dANcE muCh cOs mY eNerGy leVe wAs lYk suPEr loW aLrEady.. n kEEp dRInKinG vOlDkA..<> n mURAn wAs lYk bUrNinG hOT.. I'M lyK sti aWakE.. haHa.. sO funNy.. 3 a.M in e mOrninG n e paRty'S oVEr.. wALk oVer 2 7-11 2 buY tinkS 2 eAt.. dRaG LoRx.. a e gUyS tHeRe rEali nOe hOw 2 dRaG.. sTand therE keeP tOkinG.. tHeN untIl aRound 3+ gOing 2 4 tHen wAn ca cAb hOmE.. uRgh.. rEaCH hOmE aRn 4.30 in e mOrninG.. trEd aLL out.. pu mYslf 2 showEr.. coS m wHoLE bOby sTInkS oF smokE n i haTe iT.. tHen fa dEAd oN mY bEd liaoX..*+*
*+* wOke uP @ aRn 11 ts mOrninG.. kEEp tnKinG y diD a e tInkS yEst.. nOe mYslF de.. juS wAn eScAPe rEality tHat'S a.. i jus Dn wAn 2 tnK aBt iT.. tHaT'S y.. i Onli dRInK 4 2 oCcAsiOn.. 1 iS ceLebRatInG pPle'S brThdAy.. muS dRInk.. 2nD s wHen i'M bERi sAd n wAn 2 nuMb mYslF..<> gUeSs.. aLL i caN dO nW iS 2 tAke a stEP bY e tmE.. i DnnOe i nEEd 2 tAKe hOw lonG 2 4Get.. oR dO i wAN 2 4Get.. a ts r qNs leFt unaNsWereD.. bUt 4 1 tnK.. beLieVe hs e rtE peRsOn @ e wROnG tmE.. maYb t'S juS an ObStaCle 4 m 2 saY tHaT.. heY.. leT bOth oF uS gO ouT n tAke a bg crCle.. meEt a e pPlE u wAn 2 meEt.. thEn iF u rEaliSe tHaT he'S sTil e 1.. tHeN hE s.. f wE r faTed 2 b 2gEthER.. wE wi b.. bUt anwaY.. 'LL aLwaYs b On a loOk ouT 4 hm n b tHerE wf hm nO maTTeR wHt.. EvEN f caN'T sHoW iT phYscaLy.. juS wAn hm 2 b haPPy.. whie i haF 2 fnD bAck e paRt oF mi loSt wf hm..*+*
*+*sO whEn ts mOrniNg hE msG m sayInG tHaT hE wAN rEtuRn m e bOtte i gAf 2 hm.. i gOT e pUnCh n mY heArt.. aSK hm 2 keeP t we 4 m.. dN wAN iT bAck e.. cinG iT juS makeS u fElt mRe huRt.. At leASt i nOe i leFt sTh oF m wf hm.. aT leAsT..*+*
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