To be or not to be, it's no longer a question. It's a choice.
Fumble, Tumble, Rumble your way through the details of everything here.
Maybe, Just Maybe, you will know who i am.
*+*yEs.. i'M bOth meNtay n PhySicALlY trEd.. mY bOdY fnaLLy caN'T tAke t aFtEr 2 dAys oF sLplEsS ntEx.. n fnaLLY faLL alsLp yeStErDay.. haHa..*+*
*+*oKiE.. tALk aBt YeSteRdAy.. hMm.. dUe 2 mY beRi loW eneRgY n stRenGth lEft.. i'm bERi trEd.. i treD 2 b haPPy.. bUt i can'T.. bUt i sti treD.. we.. wE i sp n AcCOuntS leCtuRe..<> dd'Nt aBsorB muCh.. <>.. MeT hm aFtER lEctUrE 2 paSS hm sUmtnK.. i paSs mY tOtS 2 hm.. i'M knD oF fRanK tHaT wE cAN'T gO On lyK tT.. hE suGgEsTeD wE gO bAck 2 nOrma.. i sad oKie.. cOS i nEeD 2 rUsH bAck 2 tEaCh tutiOn.. sO wE gOT oN e tRain 2gEtheR.. wf sEawEeD, bSon, hUiling n yling..we.. aFtER tHeY gOT oFf @ tHeiR rEspeCtivE inTerChanGe.. hE knD oF aSk m funNy qNs.. <>..mAyb hE rEaD e lEtTer wROtE 2 hm lE laRx.. e qNs hE poSe.. sUm hOw hnT tHaT wE rEali aRe @ e LoWeSt pOinT oF oUr rEATionShip lE.. F wE reai cANnOt oVeRcOme t.. tHeN i gUeSs.. tHaT cLosEs e cHapTer liaOx.. wHeN i sAw a hs mEssAgEs.. i'M lYk mRe oF sTun tHerE.. tHeN keEp tnKinG wHt sHlD i dO.. cOS i'M tRyinG bERi haRd nOt 2 sHow mY emotIonS 2 e kd i'M tEacHing.. laTeR sHe tOT i sUmtInk wROnG.. haHa.. eT hm tnK bAh.. tnK f hE wAn 2 cOntinuE.. hE wAN sPACe.. gf hm sPacE.. m wUn gO 'Fan' yoU e.. u wAn tHeN u cUm fnD m..unti u maDe a dEcisIon, tHeN i' gO n cOntacT u aGain.. cOs i scaReD laTeR gO 'fAn' yOu tHeN uR dEcisIon wi b wAvEReD.. 3 wEeKs s nOt LonG.. nOt sHorT etHeR.. 2 4gEt feElinGs s nOt eAsY..*+*
*+*mY mOOd wAs bAdly aFFeCteD tHeSe fEw dAyS.. baDly.. i tnK i aTe sAltY wAtER 4 a mY mEals.. cOuntnG shEepS watInG 4 sLp 2 aRrivE.. sO aFtER tUitIon.. i dReAMly, bLankly weNt bAck 2 dOvEr n dOwn 2 nGeE aNN poLy 2 gO 4 dAncE sPorT.. saY wi chEck t ouT wf fAngLinG le maRx.. sO i gO loRx..wEnt tHeRe.. wf a hEaVy hEaRt.. sAW a LinG's cLaSsmAte.. nO moOd 2 tOk.. sO juS toOk ouT eConS nOtEs n tRyinG 2 sTudy..<>..tHeN wEnt 2 e sTudiO.. dAMn cROwdEd.. nEed 2 leArn fROm bascs..wHilE OtheRs wEre oN ther 4tH leSson liAox.. @ 1sT jUs cLd'nT gEt iT rte.. i'M sO trEd.. jUs cd cOncEntRAte.. n mY wHoLe heAd s sPnNnG lYk maD.. e mOmEnt i ShuT mY eYeS.. e prObLem aPPEaRs tHeN hE appEaRs.. 'M lyK tnKinG wi i b aDmitTEd 2 MH aNoT.. haHa.. @ laST.. tnK 'maN qanG' sTil cAn laRx.. t'S prEttY fUn.. eSP wHeN u c tHosE dAncErS gOin 4 cOmpeTitIon 1, dReSs n tHOsE ouTfTS tHeN dAncE sO we.. u caN't heLp bUt saY..'wAh..' tHeN wi fAnTaszE a bt loRx..bUt i'M sTi tnKinG f wAn ContinuE 2 Join anoT.. e rEsT oF e pplE tHeRe r aLL nP sTudENtS.. tHEn if i gO.. tHen haF 2 rE-shuFFe aLL mY tuiTioN dAtEs aGain.. kinD oF haSslE.. 'LL dEcdE laRx..*+*
*+* rCh hM @ aBt 10+.. Pu mYsLf 2 bAthE n dRop dEaD oN e bEd nsTanTly.. gOd.. 1 oF e bEsT nTEx 'Ve.. nO prObLem n sLpinG.. tHEn sLp a e wAy unti e aaRm rnGs.. e mOmeNt i oPen my eYeS.. 1St tOt.."s e ntEmaRe ovEr.. nO it's nOt..sHiT.. n i cLose mY eYes aGain.."*+*
*+* 2day wAs lyk rEali gLomMy n e mOrninG.. wOkE uP wf a bAd sTaRt.. tHeN seTte mYsf @ fOm.. nO mOOd 2 lisTeN.. i dN tnK i aBsoRb aNitInK aFter heArd sUm bAd nEws.. juS kinD oF sTOnE thErE tHen rEaLitY hts m lYk rEali haRd on e wOunD.. e aNgEL n dEvi r sTruggnG.. tRynG 2 gf m a deCisIoN... bERi dsApPoinTeD.. bUt sUm hOw in mY hEaRt.. a sMa pLaCe oF it sTIl tRusT hm tHaT wHt i heArD iS nOt tRue.. cOs iT dd nOt cUm FroM hs mOuth.. i kinD oF pysHcO mYsLf tHaT u nOe.. it'S okiE.. u nOe U cAn dO whT u mUs dO de.. sAgGi bERi eAsY 2 puT dOwn r/s sTuFf dE.. u nOe.. iT'S lyK sElf-cOmFOrtinG.. i'M struGglinG lyk heLL.. cOs e anGe n dEvi r PuNchinG eAcH otHeR..=x.. hAHa..*+*
*+* sO whT dd dO? aS usUal.. eScAPe.. i'M bEsT @ ts mAn.. haHa.. bReAther.. i uRgEnTly nEeD 1 tHeN.. cOs i treD 2 aCt aS nOrmaL aS poSsbe..<<>> bUt mY heArT i lYK bLeeDInG loRx.. tHEn i keEP cOntROling mY tEaRs..<<>> sO.. dEcdED 2 sKiP mY sTaTs tUtOriAL.. gO kBoX.. snG kunCh.. cOs snGinG iS mY liFe.. wAN dO sUmtnK tHaT i'M haPPy dOin..sO i wEnt.. 3 hRs.. snG n cRy.. cRy n sinG.. snG untIl mY heArt sTop bLeEding liaOx.. e sErvCE thERe dAMn gOoD loRx.. e watER r a bERi poitE.. rEali.. n e rOOm s pRetTy cOmFOrtAble.. wHen sTep oUt oF e PlaCe bY 2.. wO y JinG xanG tOnG e.. zUi dUo sHI liaN bA lE.. wO mEn y raN sHi haO pENg yOu.. yOu huO zhE rEn sHi gEn jiU hOu.. gAN qnG hUi gEN sHen yE kE NeNG zAi y q dE.. dENg dA sHuO bU x hUan wO dE sh hOu.. zHe yANg xAnG ju bU hu nA mEn nAi gUO e..*+*
*+*feElinG sLigHtlY bEttEr.. tHeN gO bAck sP 4 tEnns trAIning.. aT leAst nOw fELt a bT oF sunShnE iN m e.. cOs i prEpaRe mYsf.. i rEAli 1 day<> hE rEali sAy nO mR e feElinG iaOx.. ThEN i gT sumtnK 2 faLL bACk oN.. At leAsT nOt SO pan.. bUt i'LL sti dO a e crAzy sTUfF laRx.. n cRy lyK heLL laRx.. bUt i'LL reCUpERaTe fASter.. jUs wHeN i rEacH oUR cLub hOusE.. i heArD a mSg.. i tot iT wAs f.. nO.. iT wAs hm.. unExpeCtEd.. aSk m y i dD'Nt gO 4 sTaTs.. dD'Nt liE 2 hm.. reaLi nEED 2 cALm DoWN n wENt wALk Walk @ cLemeNti.. juS dd'Nt mENtiOn y i nEed 2 cALm dOWn.. n wHeRe i gO waLk n dO aFtER tHaT.. haHa.. knD Of haF a sHorT cOnvERsAtiOn wf m.. n mAKe m trYinG 2 fguRe ouT.. iS tHaT msG a msG oF cOncErn fROm a fRieNd.. oR sUm1 hU lyKs m.. i'Ve nO anS.. cOs e aNs s WiF hm.. *+*
*+*2DaY tEnNiS LeARn bAckHanD.. Damn.. t'S mUch haRdEr tHen fOrE haNd lORx.. n serousLy nEEd prActcE sEsson!! haHa.. loVe tENns mRe n mrE.. i Dn tiNk i'LL gf uP tENns.. n seroUs haD fUn.. n e 1St tmE 4 e whOle wEek.. mY heArt iS lyK wfOut sOu 4 e paSt fEW days.. iT fEeLs tErrbLe.. tHen i knD oF bRgHtEN uP a bit afTer hE mSg m n pluS tEnNiS.. aCtuay WaN prActse aFtEr tRanInG.. buT cAN'T..=(.. sAd.. tHen fELicA sugGeSTeD GO clemEntI play aRcadE.. <> tHen rCh lE hOrx.. wHt e wORsE tnK?!! gOd.. ts s e 1St tmE 'M nOT peRmiTteD inTo aN aRcAde lorx.. cOs m n Yy wEaR e sP shrT.. shIt.. sO wE haF 2 gO aLL e wAy 2 kFc tHeRe 2 chANGe.. kaOx.. bUt nVm laRx.. plaY unti 8.. 'M lYk wOrN ouT aFtEr i wEnt ouT.. haHa..*+*
*+* waLk 2 e sTaTIoN.. haLf aLSlp.. tHen oN e tRain lucKy GOt sEaTs..saT n caLL f 4 aDviCe.. tOk a e wAy unTIl rCh hm..<> rEaCh HOmE @ aBt 9.. wEnt OninE hOpinG tHaT he wi b.. tHen he'S nOt.. mSg hm aBt e prOjeCt tnK.. tHeN hE neVer repLy.. cOncLuson: aLslP lE.. haHa.. he tS fEw daYs bERi tREd.. m alD sO trEd n uPsEt n sTrEss n eVerYtinK lE.. he aLso hUmAN Lehx.. guess hE wi 2.. haHa.. sO ts bLoG i wrOte fROm 9.30 2 nOw.. 11.04p.m.. gOd.. suPer lonG.. i cAN'T bELieVe iT etHeR.. trEd lE.. sO i'M sTOpPing hERe.. eYeS cAN'T oPen Liaox.. n tnK i bEttER gO slp.. cOs gAStrc pan ti nOw.. sO laTe eAt.. eAt 2 fASt.. hax.. iF i DN tAKe cARe oF mysf.. hU wi tAKe cAre oF m?? haHa.. ntEx..=)*+*
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/ The Facts. The Rubbish & The Nonsensical.
Even I'm lost for words at times when asked to describe about myself.
Let's start with the basic then. I saw my first light as a human on 26th November 1988. And Yes, i'll stepping into official declaration of adulthood soon!
Stepping into adulthood is an out-of-the-world-Experience but i L-O-V-E it! I just hope that i remain at 21 every year though.
At this tender age i call it, i'm already roughing out on my own.
It's my life adventure. I bet i can come out with an autobiography or something.
My dream is to travel around the world.
Leaving my mark and footsteps everywhere before i leave this dying little planet.
Pretty Cottonish Clouds never fail to bring a smile on my face as i picture all of them in different icons through my imagination
Carpe diem. Live everyday with no regrets.
Live. Love. Laugh.
& the shining squares of london. the streets of NYC.
*+*yEs.. i'M bOth meNtay n PhySicALlY trEd.. mY bOdY fnaLLy caN'T tAke t aFtEr 2 dAys oF sLplEsS ntEx.. n fnaLLY faLL alsLp yeStErDay.. haHa..*+*
*+*oKiE.. tALk aBt YeSteRdAy.. hMm.. dUe 2 mY beRi loW eneRgY n stRenGth lEft.. i'm bERi trEd.. i treD 2 b haPPy.. bUt i can'T.. bUt i sti treD.. we.. wE i sp n AcCOuntS leCtuRe..<> dd'Nt aBsorB muCh.. <>.. MeT hm aFtER lEctUrE 2 paSS hm sUmtnK.. i paSs mY tOtS 2 hm.. i'M knD oF fRanK tHaT wE cAN'T gO On lyK tT.. hE suGgEsTeD wE gO bAck 2 nOrma.. i sad oKie.. cOS i nEeD 2 rUsH bAck 2 tEaCh tutiOn.. sO wE gOT oN e tRain 2gEtheR.. wf sEawEeD, bSon, hUiling n yling..we.. aFtER tHeY gOT oFf @ tHeiR rEspeCtivE inTerChanGe.. hE knD oF aSk m funNy qNs.. <>..mAyb hE rEaD e lEtTer wROtE 2 hm lE laRx.. e qNs hE poSe.. sUm hOw hnT tHaT wE rEali aRe @ e LoWeSt pOinT oF oUr rEATionShip lE.. F wE reai cANnOt oVeRcOme t.. tHeN i gUeSs.. tHaT cLosEs e cHapTer liaOx.. wHeN i sAw a hs mEssAgEs.. i'M lYk mRe oF sTun tHerE.. tHeN keEp tnKinG wHt sHlD i dO.. cOS i'M tRyinG bERi haRd nOt 2 sHow mY emotIonS 2 e kd i'M tEacHing.. laTeR sHe tOT i sUmtInk wROnG.. haHa.. eT hm tnK bAh.. tnK f hE wAn 2 cOntinuE.. hE wAN sPACe.. gf hm sPacE.. m wUn gO 'Fan' yoU e.. u wAn tHeN u cUm fnD m..unti u maDe a dEcisIon, tHeN i' gO n cOntacT u aGain.. cOs i scaReD laTeR gO 'fAn' yOu tHeN uR dEcisIon wi b wAvEReD.. 3 wEeKs s nOt LonG.. nOt sHorT etHeR.. 2 4gEt feElinGs s nOt eAsY..*+*
*+*mY mOOd wAs bAdly aFFeCteD tHeSe fEw dAyS.. baDly.. i tnK i aTe sAltY wAtER 4 a mY mEals.. cOuntnG shEepS watInG 4 sLp 2 aRrivE.. sO aFtER tUitIon.. i dReAMly, bLankly weNt bAck 2 dOvEr n dOwn 2 nGeE aNN poLy 2 gO 4 dAncE sPorT.. saY wi chEck t ouT wf fAngLinG le maRx.. sO i gO loRx..wEnt tHeRe.. wf a hEaVy hEaRt.. sAW a LinG's cLaSsmAte.. nO moOd 2 tOk.. sO juS toOk ouT eConS nOtEs n tRyinG 2 sTudy..<>..tHeN wEnt 2 e sTudiO.. dAMn cROwdEd.. nEed 2 leArn fROm bascs..wHilE OtheRs wEre oN ther 4tH leSson liAox.. @ 1sT jUs cLd'nT gEt iT rte.. i'M sO trEd.. jUs cd cOncEntRAte.. n mY wHoLe heAd s sPnNnG lYk maD.. e mOmEnt i ShuT mY eYeS.. e prObLem aPPEaRs tHeN hE appEaRs.. 'M lyK tnKinG wi i b aDmitTEd 2 MH aNoT.. haHa.. @ laST.. tnK 'maN qanG' sTil cAn laRx.. t'S prEttY fUn.. eSP wHeN u c tHosE dAncErS gOin 4 cOmpeTitIon 1, dReSs n tHOsE ouTfTS tHeN dAncE sO we.. u caN't heLp bUt saY..'wAh..' tHeN wi fAnTaszE a bt loRx..bUt i'M sTi tnKinG f wAn ContinuE 2 Join anoT.. e rEsT oF e pplE tHeRe r aLL nP sTudENtS.. tHEn if i gO.. tHen haF 2 rE-shuFFe aLL mY tuiTioN dAtEs aGain.. kinD oF haSslE.. 'LL dEcdE laRx..*+*
*+* rCh hM @ aBt 10+.. Pu mYsLf 2 bAthE n dRop dEaD oN e bEd nsTanTly.. gOd.. 1 oF e bEsT nTEx 'Ve.. nO prObLem n sLpinG.. tHEn sLp a e wAy unti e aaRm rnGs.. e mOmeNt i oPen my eYeS.. 1St tOt.."s e ntEmaRe ovEr.. nO it's nOt..sHiT.. n i cLose mY eYes aGain.."*+*
*+* 2day wAs lyk rEali gLomMy n e mOrninG.. wOkE uP wf a bAd sTaRt.. tHeN seTte mYsf @ fOm.. nO mOOd 2 lisTeN.. i dN tnK i aBsoRb aNitInK aFter heArd sUm bAd nEws.. juS kinD oF sTOnE thErE tHen rEaLitY hts m lYk rEali haRd on e wOunD.. e aNgEL n dEvi r sTruggnG.. tRynG 2 gf m a deCisIoN... bERi dsApPoinTeD.. bUt sUm hOw in mY hEaRt.. a sMa pLaCe oF it sTIl tRusT hm tHaT wHt i heArD iS nOt tRue.. cOs iT dd nOt cUm FroM hs mOuth.. i kinD oF pysHcO mYsLf tHaT u nOe.. it'S okiE.. u nOe U cAn dO whT u mUs dO de.. sAgGi bERi eAsY 2 puT dOwn r/s sTuFf dE.. u nOe.. iT'S lyK sElf-cOmFOrtinG.. i'M struGglinG lyk heLL.. cOs e anGe n dEvi r PuNchinG eAcH otHeR..=x.. hAHa..*+*
*+* sO whT dd dO? aS usUal.. eScAPe.. i'M bEsT @ ts mAn.. haHa.. bReAther.. i uRgEnTly nEeD 1 tHeN.. cOs i treD 2 aCt aS nOrmaL aS poSsbe..<<>> bUt mY heArT i lYK bLeeDInG loRx.. tHEn i keEP cOntROling mY tEaRs..<<>> sO.. dEcdED 2 sKiP mY sTaTs tUtOriAL.. gO kBoX.. snG kunCh.. cOs snGinG iS mY liFe.. wAN dO sUmtnK tHaT i'M haPPy dOin..sO i wEnt.. 3 hRs.. snG n cRy.. cRy n sinG.. snG untIl mY heArt sTop bLeEding liaOx.. e sErvCE thERe dAMn gOoD loRx.. e watER r a bERi poitE.. rEali.. n e rOOm s pRetTy cOmFOrtAble.. wHen sTep oUt oF e PlaCe bY 2.. wO y JinG xanG tOnG e.. zUi dUo sHI liaN bA lE.. wO mEn y raN sHi haO pENg yOu.. yOu huO zhE rEn sHi gEn jiU hOu.. gAN qnG hUi gEN sHen yE kE NeNG zAi y q dE.. dENg dA sHuO bU x hUan wO dE sh hOu.. zHe yANg xAnG ju bU hu nA mEn nAi gUO e..*+*
*+*feElinG sLigHtlY bEttEr.. tHeN gO bAck sP 4 tEnns trAIning.. aT leAst nOw fELt a bT oF sunShnE iN m e.. cOs i prEpaRe mYsf.. i rEAli 1 day<> hE rEali sAy nO mR e feElinG iaOx.. ThEN i gT sumtnK 2 faLL bACk oN.. At leAsT nOt SO pan.. bUt i'LL sti dO a e crAzy sTUfF laRx.. n cRy lyK heLL laRx.. bUt i'LL reCUpERaTe fASter.. jUs wHeN i rEacH oUR cLub hOusE.. i heArD a mSg.. i tot iT wAs f.. nO.. iT wAs hm.. unExpeCtEd.. aSk m y i dD'Nt gO 4 sTaTs.. dD'Nt liE 2 hm.. reaLi nEED 2 cALm DoWN n wENt wALk Walk @ cLemeNti.. juS dd'Nt mENtiOn y i nEed 2 cALm dOWn.. n wHeRe i gO waLk n dO aFtER tHaT.. haHa.. knD Of haF a sHorT cOnvERsAtiOn wf m.. n mAKe m trYinG 2 fguRe ouT.. iS tHaT msG a msG oF cOncErn fROm a fRieNd.. oR sUm1 hU lyKs m.. i'Ve nO anS.. cOs e aNs s WiF hm.. *+*
*+*2DaY tEnNiS LeARn bAckHanD.. Damn.. t'S mUch haRdEr tHen fOrE haNd lORx.. n serousLy nEEd prActcE sEsson!! haHa.. loVe tENns mRe n mrE.. i Dn tiNk i'LL gf uP tENns.. n seroUs haD fUn.. n e 1St tmE 4 e whOle wEek.. mY heArt iS lyK wfOut sOu 4 e paSt fEW days.. iT fEeLs tErrbLe.. tHen i knD oF bRgHtEN uP a bit afTer hE mSg m n pluS tEnNiS.. aCtuay WaN prActse aFtEr tRanInG.. buT cAN'T..=(.. sAd.. tHen fELicA sugGeSTeD GO clemEntI play aRcadE.. <> tHen rCh lE hOrx.. wHt e wORsE tnK?!! gOd.. ts s e 1St tmE 'M nOT peRmiTteD inTo aN aRcAde lorx.. cOs m n Yy wEaR e sP shrT.. shIt.. sO wE haF 2 gO aLL e wAy 2 kFc tHeRe 2 chANGe.. kaOx.. bUt nVm laRx.. plaY unti 8.. 'M lYk wOrN ouT aFtEr i wEnt ouT.. haHa..*+*
*+* waLk 2 e sTaTIoN.. haLf aLSlp.. tHen oN e tRain lucKy GOt sEaTs..saT n caLL f 4 aDviCe.. tOk a e wAy unTIl rCh hm..<> rEaCh HOmE @ aBt 9.. wEnt OninE hOpinG tHaT he wi b.. tHen he'S nOt.. mSg hm aBt e prOjeCt tnK.. tHeN hE neVer repLy.. cOncLuson: aLslP lE.. haHa.. he tS fEw daYs bERi tREd.. m alD sO trEd n uPsEt n sTrEss n eVerYtinK lE.. he aLso hUmAN Lehx.. guess hE wi 2.. haHa.. sO ts bLoG i wrOte fROm 9.30 2 nOw.. 11.04p.m.. gOd.. suPer lonG.. i cAN'T bELieVe iT etHeR.. trEd lE.. sO i'M sTOpPing hERe.. eYeS cAN'T oPen Liaox.. n tnK i bEttER gO slp.. cOs gAStrc pan ti nOw.. sO laTe eAt.. eAt 2 fASt.. hax.. iF i DN tAKe cARe oF mysf.. hU wi tAKe cAre oF m?? haHa.. ntEx..=)*+*
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The Etcs
Nokia MusicExpress 5800
Nindento DS in White/Light Blue
Coach New Signature Stripe Patent Zip Satchel in brown / Coach New Madeline Medium Signature Tote in Black
A nice Mp3
A nice LV tote bag
Lose 5kg in 6 months.
Pass my Maths Bridging Course with at least a Merit.[Done!]
Go for Manicure, Pedicure and Facial at least once a month.
Go Perth before the end of 2008![Done!]
To go to Taiwan by end of 2009!
Complete 4.5km Milk Run in 2008[Done!]
Complete Shape Run 5km/10km in 2009
Complete Milk Run 9km in 2009
To Re-Launche Pretty-In-Style by Sep 08![Done!]
Die Die also must pass my first Second FTT.[Done!]
My dream is to travel around the world.
Leaving my mark and footsteps everywhere before i leave this dying little planet.
Pretty Cottonish Clouds never fail to bring a smile on my face as i picture all of them in different icons through my imagination
Carpe diem. Live everyday with no regrets.
Nokia MusicExpress 5800
