*+*HmM.. WaStEd mY wHolE dAy 2Day.. sLaCk ti 4 tHeN sTaRt 2 plaY.. tHeN pLAy less tHan 3 bAskets of baLLs neEd 2 cAll it a day lE.. tHaNkS 2 e weather lArx.. rAIn e wHolE dAY loRx.. UrGh.. Lyk tHaT wheRe gT enuF prAcTisE.. Nvm.. PrActse 2moo.. gO dOwn eArlier 2 plaY..*+*

*+*knd oF gloOmy lYk e weAtheR 2dAy.. cOs mY whOle bRain juS kEep tnKinG.. TinknG oF him.. aDmiT iT mAn.. aDmiT it.. No poInt rUnnnG aWaY anmRe.. u dO lYk hm aLoT rTe.. N uR nExt Qn wi b..dO u loVe hiM? eEks.. sHit man.. DN wan 2 aNs tHAt.. coS i'M sCaRed oF mY oWn ans as wEll.. bUt gEneRally.. i'M sti haPPy laRx.. ovEraLL.. JuS tREd.. TinKs r wEaRing m oUt mRe n mRe..BuT 4 TeNniS.. No maTtEr hOw muCh haRd wOrK i haF 2 puT n.. hOw tiRed i AM.. i'M wIllinG 2 BeAr aLL ts..*+*

*+*ReaLiSe i'M loSinG mRe n mRe oF mY chaRaCtER.. my chaRIsMa.. mY chaRm.. eVerytinK.. y? TinK paRt oF m leFt wf ts 2piD r/S.. n i'M tRyinG sO haRd 2 gEt bAck bOth tnKs.. n e eNd i Did'Nt eVen gOt bAck 1.. HaiX.. wHt's wRonG wiF m.. hOw cuM i fElT sO loSt.. lYk nOt myslF aNimRe..*+*

*+*LeT'S dsCose y i Dn FeAr gOin cHalEt lArx aRx.. dN wAn 2 b aNotheR zOmbe 4 3 dAys 2 ntEx lyK laSt yR cHalet laRx.. rMb wHeN i GO sO cRaZy n wEnt 2 wALk aROunD n aRounD dOwNtowN eAsT in e mddE oF e Nite.. dN eVen nOe wheRe u gOin.. Dn fEEl lyK tokinG.. wHy-- cOs u R ouT oF plaCe.. in otHer wOrds.. left out.. haHa.. I'M nOt prEtTy laRx.. n gUys Out tHerE tReAt gERs lYk vAsE.. e prEttieR u R on e ouTeR.. they jus sTick 2 U lYk GUm.. e gUys in mY clAss lasT tmE aLso lYk tHat wHt.. onli sTick 2 e mRe chiO de.. wHt can dO.. tHEn aLL e gErs Stick 2 e mRe yAn dAO dE.. EekS.. vcoUs crCle..sO in e eNd.. sPent mY 1sT day aFtERnOOn sLpinG.. 2nD nIte wANdEring.. wELl.. aS leasT GoT sumtInk tHaT i'M gRaTeFul n eXtremeLy TOucHed aBt..on e 3rd day.. whiCh was mY bIrThday...WOkE uP n fOunD aLan'S jacKeT oN m.. OmG.. wAsn't i GlAd.. tInk tHaT mUs b e bEsT brtHdaY prEsEnt mAn.. hAha.. now aLmoSt in e SamE sItuAtiOn Lyk laSt tme.. wUn b sCaRed 2 rEpEat wHt Was dOnE b4? pluS.. e peRsoN i reAli wAn 2 tOk 2.. s nOt rEali tOkinG 2 m.. thEn dN eVeN nOe Wht hE tinKinG aBt.. maYb hE fnD m a nUisanCe as He read mY bloG furThuR mRe..=x.. (He'S nOt onLinE 2 day laRx.. eVen f we bOth r oNlinE.. he dn eVen bOtheR 2 tOk oR cArry oN a cOnVersAtiOn laRx.. mAKes m sO sIck 2 b aSking.. N hE aNsWeRInG.. UrGh.. hOw cUm last tme crAp sO muCh.. nOw lYk tHat.. hmM.. bg ProBlem.. n tHaT liEs wf hm.. nt mi.. haHa..)*+*

*+*hOpE 2 fnD OlD sLF bAck.. rEali..*+*

*+*mY hEaRt s bLeeDInG e wHOle day laRx.. sEriousLy.. eSp aFtEr i heArd ts F.I.R sOnG.. cOs iT rEfleCts wHt i shlD Do.. bUt nOt aBle 2 dO.. ( u wan m 2 tReat u aS suM1 nOt tHaT imPt.. 2 laTe lE.. cOs snCe wE beGan e wHoe tnK.. uR aLrEaDy imPt 2 m.. )*+*

*+* Ba a fAnG ka*+*

*+* DanG n kaI sHi zUi Xun n yAO De z yOu..*+*

*+*FaNG kaI Wo mEn JinG wO dE shoU.. da zOu Wo dE a He taN konG..*+*

*+*wO bU zHi sUo Cuo..wO y wEi wO hu DOnG..*+*

*+*wO mEn DE a.. wO mEn de Ai..*+*

*+*DanG wO dU z Zou dAo Shi jaN De JinG TOU..*+*

*+* Hui y He wO cA sHen er GuO.. Da zOu n dE a He xaO rOnG...*+*

*+*wO wU li cHenG sHou..zUi hOu dE y daN xn tOnG..*+*

*+*wO mEn dE a.. wO mEn De a..*+*

*+*bA a fANG kAI.. bA ShoU fAnG kA.. rU guO n de xn y bU zA..*+*

*+* bA a fAnG ka.. Bu za dEnG dA.. Ni dE wEn ROu sHi y paN KoNg bAI..*+*

*+*ba a fAnG ka..bA xn dAi kAi..*+*

*+*ZhE c wO jUe dnG zOu cHu hUi y cHonG lAi..*+*

*+*ju rAng wO cHe d dE ShanG.. zAi cHe d dE xnG gUo lAi..*+*

*+*zHonG yU mnG ba a y bU za..*+*

*+*cHonG jn y hOu za yE me yOu sHe mE nEnG qU y lai..*+*

*+* wO ha yOu sHe mE q da?*+*

*+* FR.. AlBUm 2: Wu xan.. tRaCk nO:6..*+*

*+*hEn xanG hEn xanG n.. wO zHi dAO n xanG dOu me xanG Guo Wo..wO yE zHi dAO n jn taN ynG gA wAn dE hEn ka Xn.. nA ju haO lE..*+*

*+*AlmoSt mEntaLLy bReAKinG dOwn.. LinG n seW.. u nOe i DId'Nt cRy U nOe.. i dd'nT.. reALi waN 2.. bUt i keEP tEllinG mYslF i cAn'T .. N it's mAKinG m sOrT oF miserAblE... 'M sCaRed that wHt i PrEDicTed wi cuM tRuE.. I'M sO sCaRed.. I gT nO1 2 tUrN 2.. wHt i rEali fElT nOw iS 4 sUm1 2 huG m whiLe i DO nOthInG bUt juS cRy On e persoN'S shoulDer.. dNnOe wHt 2 DO nOw.. jUs fEeL lYk eScAPinG eVerytnK.. bUt caN i? cAN'T.. maYb if i gEt iN2 a cOmA.. thEn yEs.. *+*

*+*HmM.. WaStEd mY wHolE dAy 2Day.. sLaCk ti 4 tHeN sTaRt 2 plaY.. tHeN pLAy less tHan 3 bAskets of baLLs neEd 2 cAll it a day lE.. tHaNkS 2 e weather lArx.. rAIn e wHolE dAY loRx.. UrGh.. Lyk tHaT wheRe gT enuF prAcTisE.. Nvm.. PrActse 2moo.. gO dOwn eArlier 2 plaY..*+*

*+*knd oF gloOmy lYk e weAtheR 2dAy.. cOs mY whOle bRain juS kEep tnKinG.. TinknG oF him.. aDmiT iT mAn.. aDmiT it.. No poInt rUnnnG aWaY anmRe.. u dO lYk hm aLoT rTe.. N uR nExt Qn wi b..dO u loVe hiM? eEks.. sHit man.. DN wan 2 aNs tHAt.. coS i'M sCaRed oF mY oWn ans as wEll.. bUt gEneRally.. i'M sti haPPy laRx.. ovEraLL.. JuS tREd.. TinKs r wEaRing m oUt mRe n mRe..BuT 4 TeNniS.. No maTtEr hOw muCh haRd wOrK i haF 2 puT n.. hOw tiRed i AM.. i'M wIllinG 2 BeAr aLL ts..*+*

*+*ReaLiSe i'M loSinG mRe n mRe oF mY chaRaCtER.. my chaRIsMa.. mY chaRm.. eVerytinK.. y? TinK paRt oF m leFt wf ts 2piD r/S.. n i'M tRyinG sO haRd 2 gEt bAck bOth tnKs.. n e eNd i Did'Nt eVen gOt bAck 1.. HaiX.. wHt's wRonG wiF m.. hOw cuM i fElT sO loSt.. lYk nOt myslF aNimRe..*+*

*+*LeT'S dsCose y i Dn FeAr gOin cHalEt lArx aRx.. dN wAn 2 b aNotheR zOmbe 4 3 dAys 2 ntEx lyK laSt yR cHalet laRx.. rMb wHeN i GO sO cRaZy n wEnt 2 wALk aROunD n aRounD dOwNtowN eAsT in e mddE oF e Nite.. dN eVen nOe wheRe u gOin.. Dn fEEl lyK tokinG.. wHy-- cOs u R ouT oF plaCe.. in otHer wOrds.. left out.. haHa.. I'M nOt prEtTy laRx.. n gUys Out tHerE tReAt gERs lYk vAsE.. e prEttieR u R on e ouTeR.. they jus sTick 2 U lYk GUm.. e gUys in mY clAss lasT tmE aLso lYk tHat wHt.. onli sTick 2 e mRe chiO de.. wHt can dO.. tHEn aLL e gErs Stick 2 e mRe yAn dAO dE.. EekS.. vcoUs crCle..sO in e eNd.. sPent mY 1sT day aFtERnOOn sLpinG.. 2nD nIte wANdEring.. wELl.. aS leasT GoT sumtInk tHaT i'M gRaTeFul n eXtremeLy TOucHed aBt..on e 3rd day.. whiCh was mY bIrThday...WOkE uP n fOunD aLan'S jacKeT oN m.. OmG.. wAsn't i GlAd.. tInk tHaT mUs b e bEsT brtHdaY prEsEnt mAn.. hAha.. now aLmoSt in e SamE sItuAtiOn Lyk laSt tme.. wUn b sCaRed 2 rEpEat wHt Was dOnE b4? pluS.. e peRsoN i reAli wAn 2 tOk 2.. s nOt rEali tOkinG 2 m.. thEn dN eVeN nOe Wht hE tinKinG aBt.. maYb hE fnD m a nUisanCe as He read mY bloG furThuR mRe..=x.. (He'S nOt onLinE 2 day laRx.. eVen f we bOth r oNlinE.. he dn eVen bOtheR 2 tOk oR cArry oN a cOnVersAtiOn laRx.. mAKes m sO sIck 2 b aSking.. N hE aNsWeRInG.. UrGh.. hOw cUm last tme crAp sO muCh.. nOw lYk tHat.. hmM.. bg ProBlem.. n tHaT liEs wf hm.. nt mi.. haHa..)*+*

*+*hOpE 2 fnD OlD sLF bAck.. rEali..*+*

*+*mY hEaRt s bLeeDInG e wHOle day laRx.. sEriousLy.. eSp aFtEr i heArd ts F.I.R sOnG.. cOs iT rEfleCts wHt i shlD Do.. bUt nOt aBle 2 dO.. ( u wan m 2 tReat u aS suM1 nOt tHaT imPt.. 2 laTe lE.. cOs snCe wE beGan e wHoe tnK.. uR aLrEaDy imPt 2 m.. )*+*

*+* Ba a fAnG ka*+*

*+* DanG n kaI sHi zUi Xun n yAO De z yOu..*+*

*+*FaNG kaI Wo mEn JinG wO dE shoU.. da zOu Wo dE a He taN konG..*+*

*+*wO bU zHi sUo Cuo..wO y wEi wO hu DOnG..*+*

*+*wO mEn DE a.. wO mEn de Ai..*+*

*+*DanG wO dU z Zou dAo Shi jaN De JinG TOU..*+*

*+* Hui y He wO cA sHen er GuO.. Da zOu n dE a He xaO rOnG...*+*

*+*wO wU li cHenG sHou..zUi hOu dE y daN xn tOnG..*+*

*+*wO mEn dE a.. wO mEn De a..*+*

*+*bA a fANG kAI.. bA ShoU fAnG kA.. rU guO n de xn y bU zA..*+*

*+* bA a fAnG ka.. Bu za dEnG dA.. Ni dE wEn ROu sHi y paN KoNg bAI..*+*

*+*ba a fAnG ka..bA xn dAi kAi..*+*

*+*ZhE c wO jUe dnG zOu cHu hUi y cHonG lAi..*+*

*+*ju rAng wO cHe d dE ShanG.. zAi cHe d dE xnG gUo lAi..*+*

*+*zHonG yU mnG ba a y bU za..*+*

*+*cHonG jn y hOu za yE me yOu sHe mE nEnG qU y lai..*+*

*+* wO ha yOu sHe mE q da?*+*

*+* FR.. AlBUm 2: Wu xan.. tRaCk nO:6..*+*

*+*hEn xanG hEn xanG n.. wO zHi dAO n xanG dOu me xanG Guo Wo..wO yE zHi dAO n jn taN ynG gA wAn dE hEn ka Xn.. nA ju haO lE..*+*

*+*AlmoSt mEntaLLy bReAKinG dOwn.. LinG n seW.. u nOe i DId'Nt cRy U nOe.. i dd'nT.. reALi waN 2.. bUt i keEP tEllinG mYslF i cAn'T .. N it's mAKinG m sOrT oF miserAblE... 'M sCaRed that wHt i PrEDicTed wi cuM tRuE.. I'M sO sCaRed.. I gT nO1 2 tUrN 2.. wHt i rEali fElT nOw iS 4 sUm1 2 huG m whiLe i DO nOthInG bUt juS cRy On e persoN'S shoulDer.. dNnOe wHt 2 DO nOw.. jUs fEeL lYk eScAPinG eVerytnK.. bUt caN i? cAN'T.. maYb if i gEt iN2 a cOmA.. thEn yEs.. *+*

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