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Sunday, July 24, 2005
/ 11:30 PM



*+*SUmtInkS wHeN theY r loSt.. tHeY cAN neVER b FounD bAck.. I nOe iT perfEcTly wELL.. But i rEfuse 2 aCcePt iT.*+*

*+*OkiE.. i TOoK a nAP 2day.. caN u bELieVe iT? i slp in e afTErNoOn..KaoX.. sHow hOw trEd my bodY iS.. tHeN @ 4 + whEn 2 tEach tuiTIon.. tAUghT 4 3 hrs.. hMm.. TheN wEnt ling'S hse.. 2 PrinT that rEcipE mY mum wANs.. n uplOaD mY phoTOs. haHa..(sOORie lehX.. aLwaYs gO uR hSe dO such tInkS..) ThAt' S hOw mY dAy eNdEd..*+*

*+*maYb wHt linG sAy iS rite.. hE has neVer chaNgE.. Mayb hE'S e wAy hE iS nOW.. it'S juS tHaT laSt tmE.. we saW e othER sdE oF hiM.. lyK wht i tOlD heR.. ts peRsOn herE is speCiaL.. hE's e onLi guy i lyK wHoM i cRied e leAsT.. He'S e Onli 1 i fEAr 2 loOk aT hm whEn i frSt nOe him..(daO.. hoW clD iT b.. wHeN i eVeR gEt sHy De..) He's e onlI gUy i haF yEt 2 sAy i likE hiM bg n loUd RIte sMack n hS fAcE.. dAo.. wHt thE he.. y iS he sO sPeciAL? i dNNoE.. reAli dNNoE.. cOs i haF yEt 2 fAce a guY hU nEEds m2 mustEr sO muCh cOuraGe 2 sAy thaT 3 woRds.. i tnK iT's amAzing.. cOs it hAS never haPPen 2 m b4..*+*

*+* whT hE doEs dO aFFeCt m.. aBit oR aLot.. haHa.. wHt'S mOst sPecIal aBt hm iS tHaT i can aCcePt eVerYtinK aBt hm.. eVen eVerYtinK bAd aBt hm.. e m in e paSt wi neVer dO such aN idOitIc tInk... i lyK thaT peRson.. bUti caN neVer tOtALLy aCcePT hu hE iS.. i wd eXpeCt hm 2 chaNge..(tHaT's y m n dEs brOke uP.. ) we.. sTraNgE.. *+*

*+*lYk wHt i saY.. nO maTTer hOw muCH i wRItE.. caN neVeR tUrN bAck tImE.. neVer chANgE 2 enDing.. hE wi neVer b tOucHed.. cOs Put iT cRudELy.. i dN tiNk he'S sENsetivE laRx..=x.. Last tmE wE usE 2 cHAT is bcOs bOth oF us puT in eFForT 2 strikE a convERsAtioN.. nOw.. hE sAn san.. cAuSinG m 2 fEEl sAN aLso.. i DN tInk u waN 2 eNgAge n a cOnvERsAtiOn wf a gUy hU rEPlYs u 1 word oR 1 sEnteNcE theN u sTOp theRe bAh.. haHa.. i'M nOt tELLinG hm 2 dO whT.. juS wAN 2 sAY.. sO b iT.. 4 hm whEn e IntEReSt iS GOnE.. it's gonE.. 4 m.. aLthouGh e intERest iS gonE.. i wAN nOe hm bCOs hE's mY fReNd.. nOT bcOs i'M intEResTed in hiM.. undErstAND? c e dffeReNcE? haHa.. 1 is On sHorT-tErm.. e otheR iS a Long-tErM..*+*

*+* when u smile,it's god's gift to mi*+*

*+* when u r sad, it's god tormenting mi*+*

*+* i'm happy when u r happy*+*

*+* i'm sad when u r sad*+*

*+* i jus wan u 2 b happy*+*

*+*that's my greatest wish*+*

*+* 4 tinks 2 change a little better, it would b a little incentive 2 mi*+*

*+* 4 u 2 treat mi better.. it would b a miracle 2 mi..*+*

*+*so i dn expect much.. i jus sit n pray.. pray 4 ur happiness everyday.*+*


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