*+*Oh mY.. iT'S yEt aNotheR sUnday.. sEriouSly.. i tInK suNdAy iS nOT a gOod daY 4 m.. i sufFER yet aNothEr dAy..cOs iT'S nOw 11.15p.m.. n i haF onLi fInishEd mY eCOnS tEst papER.. haya..*+*

*+*sAmE rOutInE.. wOkE uP eaRLy iN e mOrninG 2 tEaCh tuiTioN.. 2 mY utTer mOst rElieF thaT iT'S Onli 4 1 hR 4 e 1St 1...sO tImE paSs PrEttY QuicKlY.. tHeN i weNt 2 PoPulAr 2 uSe uP mY 12 bUckS VoucHeR.. aNiwaY.. 12 bUckS iS nOT a loT.. i bRouGht 1 cD holdEr.. a fEw peNS.. n thAt ovER shot e AmOunT liaOx.. aniwAy.. i waS bRowsInG thRu bOokS whEn LinG cAll m.. a biT surPrise thaT sHe' caLL m at thaT tmE.. theN sHe tOlD m sHe cUm finD m.. sO i sTOoD rOoteD at poPular rEaDinG e bOok FaTa suDucTiOn 2.. (eH.. i rEaD e bOok 1.. booK 2 iS sti aS viSua aS bOOk 1.. omG.. erM.. nOT suitABLe 4 kiDs laRx.. haHa.. buT e maIn cOncEpt is 2 tE pPlE aBt adS laRx..) *+*

*+*inG rCh aRounD 11+ bAh..(i dID'Nt chEck mY timE..) sO i paId thEn shE dutifullY rEmindEd m thaT siEw'S brThdAy iS cuming.. de laRx.. sO mANi tinKs oN haNd 2 dO n ReALi 4gEt hER bIrthDAy lE.. (wHt'S e wOrSe tinK.. i sti wROtE hER nAmE sO bg On auG 20 oN mY planNeR n yEt i sti 4gEt..hax..) sO m n linG tOt rEaLi haRd whT 2 bUy 4 hEr... hAha.. sO wE'vE dEcIdEd lE.. caN't saY wht i'M buyInG.. juS in cASe shE'S rEadInG mY bloG.. wE.. wE wEnt 2 a plaCe 2 buY sumtinK rEALi nCe 4 hER..(bUt i dN lYK 2 gO 2 that shOp.. cOs iT juS mAKe m fELt a bt sAd.. cOs sUm1 imPt in mY lifE bROugHT sumtinK theRe 4 m.. n losT iT.. =(..) e otHer tinK we wAn 2 gEt heR iS nOT dOne yeT.. sLowlY gueSs wht WE bROughT bAH.. haHa..*+*

*+*tHeN wE haD 2 seArCh 4 j'S prEsEnt aSo.. eH.. that ling a bt K.S dE laRx.. haHa.. BrtHday At eNd oF sEp.. she nOw sEaRChing 4 e tinK she waN buY 4 hm lE..sO wE wEnt 2 aLmosT eVerY shOp at tAmPines maL.. Op,S & k, filA, esPriT eTc eTc eTc.. eVery wheRe lARx.. theN wEnT 2 rOti bOy 2 buy e bUn 2 eAt.. it wAs yummY..weNt mAC 2 eaT fRies aLso.. (OpPs.. ling aCtuaLLy wANtEd a nOrmAL cE leMoN tEa.. in e enD i bRouGht heR a larGe 1.. sOrriE leHx.. m a bt sOtOng 2dAY.. caN't blAMe m.. i'M nOT in e rte mnD.. cOs mYmnD iS coNfUsEd..haHa..) o.. ing 2daY Onli gOt 1 wOrD 2 dEsCriBe lArx.. 2day gEt mOneY 4 tuitIon buT leSsOn kEnA cANcEl.. cOs e bOy sicK.. thEN hEr hP tinK KenA vIruS.. OmG.. hayO.. tHEn r/S theRe aLsO noT sTAblE..(cHerIsH wht u haF nW.. i nOe iT'S haRd 2 maKe e dEciSIoN.. juS tinK careFulLy u wAN 2 dO.. cOs ts wLd aFfEcT uR wholE liFe.. i dN wAn u 2 gEt e taSte oF hOw PaiN iT iS 2 losE sUm1 u TrEaSurE sO mucH.. cOs onCe u losT iT.. iT wi neVer rEtuRn nO mAttEr hOw muCH u trY 2 gET iT bAcK.. i dN wAn u 2 bE m.. but i nOe uR fAte wi b dIffEReNT.. cOs u aLreaDy haF a neW paTH oPen 4 u.. iT'S juS a maTtEr of wheAtheR u wAn 2 cHooSe thaT aNoT..) *+*

*+*wEnt bAck At abT 1+.. LinG cAmE 2 mY hsE 2 bOrrOw mY hP cAblE..thEn leFt.. m slaCK iN e hSe fRoM thEN ti 3.00.. thEn gET rEaDy 2 gO tEaCH tuitIoN aGaiN..aT 1St toT gOt play tEnnS aFTer tEAcHinG.. bUt yY sAy dN haF.. cOs couRt FUlY bOokEd.. theN nO timE AsO.. sIaNx.. rEali reALi saNx.. tEAch ti 5p.M thEn mY muM bROugHt m n mY siS 2 sHoP.. hAiya.. dD'Nt bROugHt mucH.. wENt hOme aROunD 8+.. n sO..aFtEr dnNeR thEN i sEttLE dOwN 2 DO mY hOmEwOrK.. 2dAy wAs juS a nORmAL bOrinG daY..bUt mY tOts wEre supeR complicAtEd..*+*

*+*i dn eVen nOe wht e heLL i'M tinKinG nOw.. wHt e heLL i'M dOiNG.. i dN eVeN nOe wheRe e he i'M.. sEriouS.. i jumP evERytimE i heArd sum1 mSg m.. yEs.. i aDmiT.. b4 i opEn eVerY msG.. he poPs ouT. whT e he.. oMfG.. y? i nOE hu wUn mSg m dE lorX.. sO whT e he was i PinninG 4? urGh.. i'M tinK i'M pullinG a mY haiR le.. t'S juS sO sCaRy.. i nOe mYsELf bEri wE.. iF i dN sTart PouRinG oUt hOw i fELt at sumwheRe or 2 sumbOdY.. i tinK i' diE.. urGh.. aT 1St i tOt i wAs juS holding oN 2 illusiOn.. buT tinKs r gEttInG mRE n mRe sEriouS eAch dAy.. wht shlD i DO.. hoW shlD i dO.. wheRe dO i gO.. shlD i aDmiT 2 mYseLF.. sHlD i aVoiD e wholE tinK.. shLd i juS prEteNd n bluFF mysELf iN evERywAy.. whCh waY is bEtTer.. oH GOd..bUt theRE'S 1 tinK i muS sTaTe..thaT 1 i caN neVer bluFf mysELf.. i caN't DO iT aNimRE.. i'M sO aFraID 2 losE ********...yes i'M.. kEePinG tinKs iN mY heArt is nOt mY forTe..i dO hoPe sO mucH 4 m 2 gEt dRuNk n sAy eVeRytinK ouT.. cOs i'm FeELing sO tErrIblE nOw.. n i haF 2 livE aS thouGH nOthinG wAs aTtAckinG m.. *+*

*+*no Matter where I go..Never will i forget how much we've gone thru..*+*

*+*Zi zi ju ju dou liu bu zhu ni..shou HOu zhe wo meN de yi qie you wei le she me? ru Guo shi jiAn neng dao lIu..wo hai shi hui xuaN ze nI..*+*

*+*no matTer whT.. aLthouGH i'M sayiNG aLL thesE.. thAt DOeSn't mEaN thAt i'M nOt continuinG mY tra..iT'S sti on.. i sti haF 2 mRe wEekS.. maYb bY e enD oF iT..iT tuRns ouT nTh bY a juS inFaCtuaTiOn..*+*

*+*TraL==> hEaLing peRIoD: 14tH daY..=I*+*

*+*Oh mY.. iT'S yEt aNotheR sUnday.. sEriouSly.. i tInK suNdAy iS nOT a gOod daY 4 m.. i sufFER yet aNothEr dAy..cOs iT'S nOw 11.15p.m.. n i haF onLi fInishEd mY eCOnS tEst papER.. haya..*+*

*+*sAmE rOutInE.. wOkE uP eaRLy iN e mOrninG 2 tEaCh tuiTioN.. 2 mY utTer mOst rElieF thaT iT'S Onli 4 1 hR 4 e 1St 1...sO tImE paSs PrEttY QuicKlY.. tHeN i weNt 2 PoPulAr 2 uSe uP mY 12 bUckS VoucHeR.. aNiwaY.. 12 bUckS iS nOT a loT.. i bRouGht 1 cD holdEr.. a fEw peNS.. n thAt ovER shot e AmOunT liaOx.. aniwAy.. i waS bRowsInG thRu bOokS whEn LinG cAll m.. a biT surPrise thaT sHe' caLL m at thaT tmE.. theN sHe tOlD m sHe cUm finD m.. sO i sTOoD rOoteD at poPular rEaDinG e bOok FaTa suDucTiOn 2.. (eH.. i rEaD e bOok 1.. booK 2 iS sti aS viSua aS bOOk 1.. omG.. erM.. nOT suitABLe 4 kiDs laRx.. haHa.. buT e maIn cOncEpt is 2 tE pPlE aBt adS laRx..) *+*

*+*inG rCh aRounD 11+ bAh..(i dID'Nt chEck mY timE..) sO i paId thEn shE dutifullY rEmindEd m thaT siEw'S brThdAy iS cuming.. de laRx.. sO mANi tinKs oN haNd 2 dO n ReALi 4gEt hER bIrthDAy lE.. (wHt'S e wOrSe tinK.. i sti wROtE hER nAmE sO bg On auG 20 oN mY planNeR n yEt i sti 4gEt..hax..) sO m n linG tOt rEaLi haRd whT 2 bUy 4 hEr... hAha.. sO wE'vE dEcIdEd lE.. caN't saY wht i'M buyInG.. juS in cASe shE'S rEadInG mY bloG.. wE.. wE wEnt 2 a plaCe 2 buY sumtinK rEALi nCe 4 hER..(bUt i dN lYK 2 gO 2 that shOp.. cOs iT juS mAKe m fELt a bt sAd.. cOs sUm1 imPt in mY lifE bROugHT sumtinK theRe 4 m.. n losT iT.. =(..) e otHer tinK we wAn 2 gEt heR iS nOT dOne yeT.. sLowlY gueSs wht WE bROughT bAH.. haHa..*+*

*+*tHeN wE haD 2 seArCh 4 j'S prEsEnt aSo.. eH.. that ling a bt K.S dE laRx.. haHa.. BrtHday At eNd oF sEp.. she nOw sEaRChing 4 e tinK she waN buY 4 hm lE..sO wE wEnt 2 aLmosT eVerY shOp at tAmPines maL.. Op,S & k, filA, esPriT eTc eTc eTc.. eVery wheRe lARx.. theN wEnT 2 rOti bOy 2 buy e bUn 2 eAt.. it wAs yummY..weNt mAC 2 eaT fRies aLso.. (OpPs.. ling aCtuaLLy wANtEd a nOrmAL cE leMoN tEa.. in e enD i bRouGht heR a larGe 1.. sOrriE leHx.. m a bt sOtOng 2dAY.. caN't blAMe m.. i'M nOT in e rte mnD.. cOs mYmnD iS coNfUsEd..haHa..) o.. ing 2daY Onli gOt 1 wOrD 2 dEsCriBe lArx.. 2day gEt mOneY 4 tuitIon buT leSsOn kEnA cANcEl.. cOs e bOy sicK.. thEN hEr hP tinK KenA vIruS.. OmG.. hayO.. tHEn r/S theRe aLsO noT sTAblE..(cHerIsH wht u haF nW.. i nOe iT'S haRd 2 maKe e dEciSIoN.. juS tinK careFulLy u wAN 2 dO.. cOs ts wLd aFfEcT uR wholE liFe.. i dN wAn u 2 gEt e taSte oF hOw PaiN iT iS 2 losE sUm1 u TrEaSurE sO mucH.. cOs onCe u losT iT.. iT wi neVer rEtuRn nO mAttEr hOw muCH u trY 2 gET iT bAcK.. i dN wAn u 2 bE m.. but i nOe uR fAte wi b dIffEReNT.. cOs u aLreaDy haF a neW paTH oPen 4 u.. iT'S juS a maTtEr of wheAtheR u wAn 2 cHooSe thaT aNoT..) *+*

*+*wEnt bAck At abT 1+.. LinG cAmE 2 mY hsE 2 bOrrOw mY hP cAblE..thEn leFt.. m slaCK iN e hSe fRoM thEN ti 3.00.. thEn gET rEaDy 2 gO tEaCH tuitIoN aGaiN..aT 1St toT gOt play tEnnS aFTer tEAcHinG.. bUt yY sAy dN haF.. cOs couRt FUlY bOokEd.. theN nO timE AsO.. sIaNx.. rEali reALi saNx.. tEAch ti 5p.M thEn mY muM bROugHt m n mY siS 2 sHoP.. hAiya.. dD'Nt bROugHt mucH.. wENt hOme aROunD 8+.. n sO..aFtEr dnNeR thEN i sEttLE dOwN 2 DO mY hOmEwOrK.. 2dAy wAs juS a nORmAL bOrinG daY..bUt mY tOts wEre supeR complicAtEd..*+*

*+*i dn eVen nOe wht e heLL i'M tinKinG nOw.. wHt e heLL i'M dOiNG.. i dN eVeN nOe wheRe e he i'M.. sEriouS.. i jumP evERytimE i heArd sum1 mSg m.. yEs.. i aDmiT.. b4 i opEn eVerY msG.. he poPs ouT. whT e he.. oMfG.. y? i nOE hu wUn mSg m dE lorX.. sO whT e he was i PinninG 4? urGh.. i'M tinK i'M pullinG a mY haiR le.. t'S juS sO sCaRy.. i nOe mYsELf bEri wE.. iF i dN sTart PouRinG oUt hOw i fELt at sumwheRe or 2 sumbOdY.. i tinK i' diE.. urGh.. aT 1St i tOt i wAs juS holding oN 2 illusiOn.. buT tinKs r gEttInG mRE n mRe sEriouS eAch dAy.. wht shlD i DO.. hoW shlD i dO.. wheRe dO i gO.. shlD i aDmiT 2 mYseLF.. sHlD i aVoiD e wholE tinK.. shLd i juS prEteNd n bluFF mysELf iN evERywAy.. whCh waY is bEtTer.. oH GOd..bUt theRE'S 1 tinK i muS sTaTe..thaT 1 i caN neVer bluFf mysELf.. i caN't DO iT aNimRE.. i'M sO aFraID 2 losE ********...yes i'M.. kEePinG tinKs iN mY heArt is nOt mY forTe..i dO hoPe sO mucH 4 m 2 gEt dRuNk n sAy eVeRytinK ouT.. cOs i'm FeELing sO tErrIblE nOw.. n i haF 2 livE aS thouGH nOthinG wAs aTtAckinG m.. *+*

*+*no Matter where I go..Never will i forget how much we've gone thru..*+*

*+*Zi zi ju ju dou liu bu zhu ni..shou HOu zhe wo meN de yi qie you wei le she me? ru Guo shi jiAn neng dao lIu..wo hai shi hui xuaN ze nI..*+*

*+*no matTer whT.. aLthouGH i'M sayiNG aLL thesE.. thAt DOeSn't mEaN thAt i'M nOt continuinG mY tra..iT'S sti on.. i sti haF 2 mRe wEekS.. maYb bY e enD oF iT..iT tuRns ouT nTh bY a juS inFaCtuaTiOn..*+*

*+*TraL==> hEaLing peRIoD: 14tH daY..=I*+*

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