*+*OkiE.. tiS is rEALi bAd kX.. i sLePT aT 3 a.M iN e morNing.. aCtuaLLy dN wAn 2 sLp dE.. buT i dNNoE.. bY e timE iT wAs 2+ in E morNinG.. sudDenLy fElT e gReAt sensAtioN oF sleEpinG poWdER fALLinG oN mY eYes.. maKing it sO heAvY thaT iT can'T opEN.. fUrthurmoRE.. theRE'S stH wRong wif mY conNeCtioN.. caN't gEt bAck 2 mSn aT 2+..sO i juS dEcidEd 2 oFFline n gO sLp..*+*

*+*whiCh inDeEd iS a baD choicE..haHa.. whEn my dArn phonE ranG aT 5.45 a.M.. i caN bArelY puLL mySlf uP.. aLLowEd myslF anotheR 10 minS in bEd n wiF mY eYes cloSe..waLk aRounD e hsE 2 gEt tinKs dOnE n wAS out oF e hsE bY 6.20.. but i tinK gOd puRposELy de laRx..i wAs slpinG oN e tRaiN.. i tinK unti bugIs bAh.. then sudDenLY haD tiS acutE paiN iN mY sToMacH.. 1St instIncT wOulD b thaT i hAf a tuMmy upsEt ritE.. sO aFtEr mucH conSidErAtioN.. weNt oFf e trAIn.. sO i weNt ouT oF e staTIoN.. oNli juS steP ouT onli thEN e paiN stoP le.. timE: 7.23 a.M.. oMg.. i noE i wi b laTe 4 FOM prEsentAtioN lorX.. sO i hoP bAck ntO 2 tRaiN aGaiN..*+*

*+*wf mY fingeRs cRosSeD.. pRaYinG 2 eVery singLe gOd in heAvEN.. i juS wisHeD e tRaiN coulD jus gO a littLe fAsTer.. haHa.. rCh dovER sTaTIoN aT 7.55a.M.. dAMn.. 5 minS to b aT e prEsEntAtioN rooM... luckilY saW sEaWeEd.. wE kindA haLf juMp..haLf waLk bRisKly 2 e rOOm.. whEN i rCh theRe.. my wholE gRP wAs wAiting 4 m.. urGh.. mAKing mI utTerlY guiltY..theN gOd sti wANs 2 chaLLEnGe m furThuR.. e slidEs oF our pReSentAtioN gOt prObLEmS..dNnoE y sudDenLy gOt a lot morE slidEs addEd.. hayO.. sO wE maNaGe 2 corrEcT theM in tiMe.. theN cArried oN..*+*

*+*oH mY gOd.. theN whEn wE wEre haLf wAy thrU.. j n angEla discoVer thAt thE slidEs theY prEpaRed sOrT oF mIxeD uP.. n theY prEpaRed e sAMe stuFf..(i dN wAn sAY duE 2 wHt laRx..iF theY diD'Nt rEquEsT 2 DO thaT... thEN tiS wun haF oCcuR..) sO theY haD 2 'LinG chANg biaO xiaN.. sUi j yinG bIan' lo.. 4 m.. i tinK mY prEsentaTioN paRt wAs SO-sO lARx.. wUn fai buT nOt fAntAsTic..i' wOrk 2wArds that De..*+*

*+*n u noE wHt.. aCtuaLLy ouR claSs guyS wEaR fOrmAL wEaR not bAd-loOking woRX.. 1St eSp wAn 2 comMent dE iS BsOn.. haHa.. he loOk bEri shuaI wIf hiS pinK (he cALLs iT rEd) sTripS bUttOn dOwn.. nCe.. haHa.. theN is yonGdA.. thougH a bit eRm.. shorT...(4gIf m 4 bEing sO sTraIghT-fORWard..) buT hE stANDs ouT wiF hiS daRk bluE buttOn dOwn.. haHa.. 3Rd iS vEdRO.. dOTx.. he got thAt busInEss mAN loOk.. gEex.. laSt buT noT leAsT iS mn zhonG lARx.. gReY butTOn dOwN wiF bEigh(wAs it bEigh?) panTs.. e shirT looK a bit ovEr-siZe but nevErtheLeSs.. it'S sti noT bAd(idEaLlY gD laRx.. but u sti bEttEr in thaT pinK shorT sleEvE butTOn dOwn).. buT wht wAs e sAd tink? aL eXcEPt yOngdA.. tucK ouT theIR shirT.. fROm aLL e shua gE.. aLL LoOk lyK thEy gOt rEtREnchEd oR stH.. omg.. then e tie aLSo hanG haLf waY.. omG.. nighTmaRe mAn.. kEKE..*+*

*+*sO prEsenTaTiOn paSsEd in that 2 hRs..prEttY fAst.. bReaKfAST.. theN Q n A.. goD.. whEN iT wAs mY gRouPs turN.. i wAS totAlly bomBeD.. n summORe wiFout ani protEcTioN or sheLtER.. sO wht 2 dO? nO choicE laRx.. haF 2 usE whTeVer i cAN usE 2 fighT bAck laRx.. haHa.. tinK fAsT..sPEAK fASt.. sO an e enD oF iT.. i maNaGe 2 wAlk bAck unScAttERed.. n unHaRMed.. LoL.. hoW safe wAs thaT.. if theY juS shot 1 qn dOwn n i clD anSWer.. theRE gOes ouR gRPs pT.. haHa..*+*

*+*theN wEnT 4 sTaTs tutOriaL.. yY wenT bAck sEc sCh.. SO pon-tenG.. sPenT lYK leSs thAN an hR theRe.. dOin e tutOriAL qNs.. siaNx.. aLmosT sLePt theRE.. hAha.. n e leCturEr wAs aS colD aS eVer.. eVen coldeR thaN antaRticA.. hs jokes r sO colD ti i can'T luFf lorX.. i wAs fRoZe..*+*

*+*aFter leSsOns.. foLLowEd jIeling n angELa.. wEnt 2 haN lih liH theRe 2 haNd iN ouR dOnatioN cArds.. theN wE wEre toking aBt yeSt incidENt..cOs jY gOt tOk 2 j aBt iT aFTEr prEsentatIon.. i dNnoE laRx.. hoW wE cAN i truSt e pEoplE aROunD m? i truSt theM lorX.. i put mY truSt iN theM.. buT u noE hoW sCaReD 2 b bEtRaYEd.. whicH i hopEd e dAy neVer cOme.. cOs i neVer truEy gOt 2 noE whT theY sAy 2 eAch otheR.. whT their conVersaTioN r oN..e pPlE in ouR claSs r not simplE-mindEd pplE 4 1 tinK i'M suRE.. *+*

*+*sumtinK i wAS totALly surE wAs.. i wAs indEeD e bAd peRsOn of e wholE incidEnt yeSterDaY.. 2 sAy in e worsT tERm..he guO wO bEi le.. haHa.. whT dOnE iS donE.. iF bcoS oF tiS thEN sumhoW aFfEcTs us of eAch otheRs opinion n imPReSsioN.. theN sO b it bAh.. i'M 2 tirEd 2 trY chanGinG aNitinK unlikE otheRs in e cLASs hU trY sO haRd..( n i tinK she wAs sOrT oF suCcEssFUl..) hU dN wisH 2 b poPulAr? hu DN wisH 2 haF fuN? hu DN wIsH 2 b nCe peRSOn 4Ever?..*+*

*+*j n angElA waNtEd 2 usE e coM 4 theIr eC prEsentatioN.. sO wE wenT 2 e CT blocK wheRe e guyS r plaYing DOTA theRe.. n i juS sit arounD n c bsOn plaY.. afTer quite a whilE.. j n aNgeLa wenT oFf le.. sO i fOllOwEd e guyS.. wEnt 2 anotheR rOom 2 plaY cOs e roOm theY use gOt lesSOns.. theN bSOn tAught m hoW 2 plaY DOTA laRx.. n hs a sTronG plaYeR.. sO fOlloW hiM iN e saMe tEam iS e bEst opTioN.. aFtER lyK 40+ miNs.. wE wOn e 1St gAMe lorX..tHen wE haD anotheR gAMe.. n i LosT horRibLy lArx.. cOs kW juS keEp kiLLinG m lYK mAd..(i sAy lE.. i keEp killinG u cOs it'S entirely aCcidEnt.. Lol..) plaYEd ti 3.. theN wENt off le..*+*

*+*wenT 2 tAKe e trAIn wiF mZ, bSOn n sEaWeEd.. dNnoE y.. mZ wAS not aS tALkaTive aS he wAS yeSt.. maYb i can'T toK lYK fEL dOeS 2 him laRx.. sO i kindA fEeL wEirD.. n 2 sAy e tRutH.. i toK 2 seAweeD n bSon moRe thAN i tOk 2 hiM.. wHicH i wANtEd e *pp*s*t*...hax.. cOs sEaWeeD movEd 2 punGgOl.. sO hE wi b tAkinG e purPle linE frOm noW oN.. theN mZ sAy he gO wIf sEaWeeD 2 doubY ghaut.. then gO tOwn.. i dnnOe laRx.. i tink i wAS qutE ouT oF mY minD theN.. coS bSoN cAN tAKe e purple line.. SO i sAY i tAKe wiF e 3 oF thEM.. dOTx.. (Oke.. dN saY e rEaSoN 4 mY stupidIty iF u nOe it..)*+*

*+*To bE continuEd..*+*

*+*OkiE.. tiS is rEALi bAd kX.. i sLePT aT 3 a.M iN e morNing.. aCtuaLLy dN wAn 2 sLp dE.. buT i dNNoE.. bY e timE iT wAs 2+ in E morNinG.. sudDenLy fElT e gReAt sensAtioN oF sleEpinG poWdER fALLinG oN mY eYes.. maKing it sO heAvY thaT iT can'T opEN.. fUrthurmoRE.. theRE'S stH wRong wif mY conNeCtioN.. caN't gEt bAck 2 mSn aT 2+..sO i juS dEcidEd 2 oFFline n gO sLp..*+*

*+*whiCh inDeEd iS a baD choicE..haHa.. whEn my dArn phonE ranG aT 5.45 a.M.. i caN bArelY puLL mySlf uP.. aLLowEd myslF anotheR 10 minS in bEd n wiF mY eYes cloSe..waLk aRounD e hsE 2 gEt tinKs dOnE n wAS out oF e hsE bY 6.20.. but i tinK gOd puRposELy de laRx..i wAs slpinG oN e tRaiN.. i tinK unti bugIs bAh.. then sudDenLY haD tiS acutE paiN iN mY sToMacH.. 1St instIncT wOulD b thaT i hAf a tuMmy upsEt ritE.. sO aFtEr mucH conSidErAtioN.. weNt oFf e trAIn.. sO i weNt ouT oF e staTIoN.. oNli juS steP ouT onli thEN e paiN stoP le.. timE: 7.23 a.M.. oMg.. i noE i wi b laTe 4 FOM prEsentAtioN lorX.. sO i hoP bAck ntO 2 tRaiN aGaiN..*+*

*+*wf mY fingeRs cRosSeD.. pRaYinG 2 eVery singLe gOd in heAvEN.. i juS wisHeD e tRaiN coulD jus gO a littLe fAsTer.. haHa.. rCh dovER sTaTIoN aT 7.55a.M.. dAMn.. 5 minS to b aT e prEsEntAtioN rooM... luckilY saW sEaWeEd.. wE kindA haLf juMp..haLf waLk bRisKly 2 e rOOm.. whEN i rCh theRe.. my wholE gRP wAs wAiting 4 m.. urGh.. mAKing mI utTerlY guiltY..theN gOd sti wANs 2 chaLLEnGe m furThuR.. e slidEs oF our pReSentAtioN gOt prObLEmS..dNnoE y sudDenLy gOt a lot morE slidEs addEd.. hayO.. sO wE maNaGe 2 corrEcT theM in tiMe.. theN cArried oN..*+*

*+*oH mY gOd.. theN whEn wE wEre haLf wAy thrU.. j n angEla discoVer thAt thE slidEs theY prEpaRed sOrT oF mIxeD uP.. n theY prEpaRed e sAMe stuFf..(i dN wAn sAY duE 2 wHt laRx..iF theY diD'Nt rEquEsT 2 DO thaT... thEN tiS wun haF oCcuR..) sO theY haD 2 'LinG chANg biaO xiaN.. sUi j yinG bIan' lo.. 4 m.. i tinK mY prEsentaTioN paRt wAs SO-sO lARx.. wUn fai buT nOt fAntAsTic..i' wOrk 2wArds that De..*+*

*+*n u noE wHt.. aCtuaLLy ouR claSs guyS wEaR fOrmAL wEaR not bAd-loOking woRX.. 1St eSp wAn 2 comMent dE iS BsOn.. haHa.. he loOk bEri shuaI wIf hiS pinK (he cALLs iT rEd) sTripS bUttOn dOwn.. nCe.. haHa.. theN is yonGdA.. thougH a bit eRm.. shorT...(4gIf m 4 bEing sO sTraIghT-fORWard..) buT hE stANDs ouT wiF hiS daRk bluE buttOn dOwn.. haHa.. 3Rd iS vEdRO.. dOTx.. he got thAt busInEss mAN loOk.. gEex.. laSt buT noT leAsT iS mn zhonG lARx.. gReY butTOn dOwN wiF bEigh(wAs it bEigh?) panTs.. e shirT looK a bit ovEr-siZe but nevErtheLeSs.. it'S sti noT bAd(idEaLlY gD laRx.. but u sti bEttEr in thaT pinK shorT sleEvE butTOn dOwn).. buT wht wAs e sAd tink? aL eXcEPt yOngdA.. tucK ouT theIR shirT.. fROm aLL e shua gE.. aLL LoOk lyK thEy gOt rEtREnchEd oR stH.. omg.. then e tie aLSo hanG haLf waY.. omG.. nighTmaRe mAn.. kEKE..*+*

*+*sO prEsenTaTiOn paSsEd in that 2 hRs..prEttY fAst.. bReaKfAST.. theN Q n A.. goD.. whEN iT wAs mY gRouPs turN.. i wAS totAlly bomBeD.. n summORe wiFout ani protEcTioN or sheLtER.. sO wht 2 dO? nO choicE laRx.. haF 2 usE whTeVer i cAN usE 2 fighT bAck laRx.. haHa.. tinK fAsT..sPEAK fASt.. sO an e enD oF iT.. i maNaGe 2 wAlk bAck unScAttERed.. n unHaRMed.. LoL.. hoW safe wAs thaT.. if theY juS shot 1 qn dOwn n i clD anSWer.. theRE gOes ouR gRPs pT.. haHa..*+*

*+*theN wEnT 4 sTaTs tutOriaL.. yY wenT bAck sEc sCh.. SO pon-tenG.. sPenT lYK leSs thAN an hR theRe.. dOin e tutOriAL qNs.. siaNx.. aLmosT sLePt theRE.. hAha.. n e leCturEr wAs aS colD aS eVer.. eVen coldeR thaN antaRticA.. hs jokes r sO colD ti i can'T luFf lorX.. i wAs fRoZe..*+*

*+*aFter leSsOns.. foLLowEd jIeling n angELa.. wEnt 2 haN lih liH theRe 2 haNd iN ouR dOnatioN cArds.. theN wE wEre toking aBt yeSt incidENt..cOs jY gOt tOk 2 j aBt iT aFTEr prEsentatIon.. i dNnoE laRx.. hoW wE cAN i truSt e pEoplE aROunD m? i truSt theM lorX.. i put mY truSt iN theM.. buT u noE hoW sCaReD 2 b bEtRaYEd.. whicH i hopEd e dAy neVer cOme.. cOs i neVer truEy gOt 2 noE whT theY sAy 2 eAch otheR.. whT their conVersaTioN r oN..e pPlE in ouR claSs r not simplE-mindEd pplE 4 1 tinK i'M suRE.. *+*

*+*sumtinK i wAS totALly surE wAs.. i wAs indEeD e bAd peRsOn of e wholE incidEnt yeSterDaY.. 2 sAy in e worsT tERm..he guO wO bEi le.. haHa.. whT dOnE iS donE.. iF bcoS oF tiS thEN sumhoW aFfEcTs us of eAch otheRs opinion n imPReSsioN.. theN sO b it bAh.. i'M 2 tirEd 2 trY chanGinG aNitinK unlikE otheRs in e cLASs hU trY sO haRd..( n i tinK she wAs sOrT oF suCcEssFUl..) hU dN wisH 2 b poPulAr? hu DN wisH 2 haF fuN? hu DN wIsH 2 b nCe peRSOn 4Ever?..*+*

*+*j n angElA waNtEd 2 usE e coM 4 theIr eC prEsentatioN.. sO wE wenT 2 e CT blocK wheRe e guyS r plaYing DOTA theRe.. n i juS sit arounD n c bsOn plaY.. afTer quite a whilE.. j n aNgeLa wenT oFf le.. sO i fOllOwEd e guyS.. wEnt 2 anotheR rOom 2 plaY cOs e roOm theY use gOt lesSOns.. theN bSOn tAught m hoW 2 plaY DOTA laRx.. n hs a sTronG plaYeR.. sO fOlloW hiM iN e saMe tEam iS e bEst opTioN.. aFtER lyK 40+ miNs.. wE wOn e 1St gAMe lorX..tHen wE haD anotheR gAMe.. n i LosT horRibLy lArx.. cOs kW juS keEp kiLLinG m lYK mAd..(i sAy lE.. i keEp killinG u cOs it'S entirely aCcidEnt.. Lol..) plaYEd ti 3.. theN wENt off le..*+*

*+*wenT 2 tAKe e trAIn wiF mZ, bSOn n sEaWeEd.. dNnoE y.. mZ wAS not aS tALkaTive aS he wAS yeSt.. maYb i can'T toK lYK fEL dOeS 2 him laRx.. sO i kindA fEeL wEirD.. n 2 sAy e tRutH.. i toK 2 seAweeD n bSon moRe thAN i tOk 2 hiM.. wHicH i wANtEd e *pp*s*t*...hax.. cOs sEaWeeD movEd 2 punGgOl.. sO hE wi b tAkinG e purPle linE frOm noW oN.. theN mZ sAy he gO wIf sEaWeeD 2 doubY ghaut.. then gO tOwn.. i dnnOe laRx.. i tink i wAS qutE ouT oF mY minD theN.. coS bSoN cAN tAKe e purple line.. SO i sAY i tAKe wiF e 3 oF thEM.. dOTx.. (Oke.. dN saY e rEaSoN 4 mY stupidIty iF u nOe it..)*+*

*+*To bE continuEd..*+*

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