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Monday, September 12, 2005
/ 6:15 AM



*+*SundAY.. 2dAy iS juS lyK ani othEr dAy lorX.. sO daMn siaNx.. n i cANcEl mY tuitIon 2daY..2 lessons in a row liaox.. cOs rEaLi no VoicE lorX.. hoW 2 teach.. thEn in e morninG.. dAd drovE mI 2 anotheR doC.. ayA.. 3rD 1 lE lehX.. tinK i GOt TB oR sumtinK.. cougH non-stop..*+*

*+*SO.. went theRe.. gOt 4 pPle in fROnT oF mI.. wAitEd 4 lyK 20 minS.. thEN mY tuRn.. wEnT inside e rOom noT eVen 3 minS cum ouT liaOx.. aLL e Doc diD wAs 2 listen 2 mY heArtbEaT n asK mi oPen mY mouth.. urGh.. n thaT cost mI 27 bucKs..waH liaOX.. now we noe y dOctorS eArn sO mucH altHougH theY sit aRounD aLl daY.. gAf m 4 diFFeReNt types oF meDicinE.. whT'S e gReAtEst tinK.. othER thAn e antibioTicS.. e rEst aLL causE DrowSinESs.. wA hoO.. sO iT'S lYK 3 timES e powEr oF sleEpinG powDEr.. wTh..*+*

*+*aFter cOllEctinG mY meDicinE.. tOok buS 28 tO tinGz housE 2 Get e TyS fRom heR.. wELl.. i dNnoE hoW mucH wilL thAT heLp mI.. buT i guESs nO haRm juS tAKinG iT riTe.. sO i rCh theRE.. chaT wiF her 4 awhilE.. theN wEnt 2 tmARt 2 gEt thaT medicine heRb mY muM wAn mI 2 gEt 4 heR.. went baCk homE.. tidY uP mY pig sTy..cOs tiS wholE wEeK.. kindA sicK theN maKe mI sO slaCK.. cum homE evErytinK aLso tHroW oN e floOr.. iF i dN cleAr uP.. mY muM wiLL cum aFtEr mI wiF a knifE liaOx.. wAs haLf wAy thrU iT wheN ling cALleD mI.. aSk mI 2 haF luNch wiF heR.. i aGrEeD lARx.. cOs iF i dN gO.. dEn hU gO wiF heR.. mI anitinK dE.. sincE i haF timE.. =)..*+*

*+*weNT dOwn 2 tMaRt aGain 2 e fOodcourt theRE.. She gOt heRslF ban miAN.. She juS loVes to eAt bAn miAN ritE.. buT i got a biT sicK oF it.. cOs since i'M sicK aLL i cAN eAt iN sch iS thaT.. plus i dn tinK aNi1 cAN b compaRe 2 e 1 my muM maDe.. i jus orDeReD a bowL oF bEaNcuRd.. eH.. no eXaCtlY nicE.. but i juS gOt a cRaVing 4 iT.. theN wE tOok a loT.. gEeX.. i juS staRt sAyinG eVerytinK ouT.. n i'M juS goin 2 rEpeAt e sAmE laTer in heRe.. then wE wEnt Shop n sAve.. shE waNt 2 gEt thaT sAucE 4 cOokinG sPeGgEtti.. eH.. theN we wEnt back homE.. cOs i haF alrEaDy tOok mY meDicine aT thaT timE.. caN fEeL my heAD jus Got heAviER.. but i juS rEfusE 2 sLp.. cOs i noE.. iF i sLp sumMorE.. i wiLL haVe bEcuM tiS pokemoN my bRo meNtioNeD 2 mI b4.. sLoWpokE or sUmtink..haHa.. he sAy he dO ntH bUt sLps aLL dAY.. dO tinKs sLow sloW.. theN bEri fAT n bIg siZe...cAN squaSh pPle fLat... uRGH.. omG.. cANnot cANnOt cANnOT.. i dN wAn b lyK thaT.. haHa..*+*

*+*cOntinuEd 2 cLeAr mY roOm.. puT mY neW tropHy oN mY tAble.. weLl.. i stiLL cAN'T rEali bElieVe i diD wOn thaT.. wELl.. buT it's shininG oN my tAblE noW.. sO i gOt 2 belieVe.. toT oF dRaWing out a studY plaNnER.. buT i gOt tiS urGh 2 bloG.. cOs i nOe mY bRain functioN gEttinG slowEr n sLowEr noW.. duE 2 e 3X effEcT oF meDicinE.. sO i wAN cum onlinE.. buT mY thaT 9 yR olD bRaT in e house kicK oFf mY tElephonE linE.. n mY com rEfuSE 2 conneCt mI eveN thougH i puT iT bAck.. a bit fRastrAtEd.. weNt 2 Watch a biT oF tV theN cAN cOnnecT lE.. sO i juS comE uP heRe 2 bloG.. OkiE.. i'M goiNg 2 sTaRt vEnting aGaiN.. so thosE hu tinKs thaT it'S a compleTe wAsTe oF timE sEeIng mI tOk aBout iT.. then u caN sTop heRE lE..=X..*+*

*+*i finaLLy noE where mY persOnaLitY wEnT 2.. n iT was not totAllY due 2 whT haPPeNeD 3 montHs aGo.. i wAs blindEd by e neW tinkS i owN whEn i cAMe intO polY.. tiLL thEY bcUm sO impOrTant n theY covEReD my sighT.. sO wHt if i gOt tiS new FamE.. sO wht.. i uSe 2 b e 1 puLLinG otHeR pPle bY theiR nose.. noW lyK whT linG sAy.. 2 sAy iT iN e mosT crude wAy.. i wAs meRelY a pEt being rEaR bY aN oWneR.. y shld i.. i loSt e trusT i usE 2 haf in mYslF.. 2 juDgE tinkS oN mY oWN.. noW i noE wht i haF losT..*+*

*+*I muS trusT mYslF mOre than anitinK eLse.. n sO fAr.. mY judGemEnt oN peOplE has neVer bEen wROnG.. n i shlD juS sticK wiF iT.. insTeAd oF judGing by whaT otheR pPle say 2 mI.. i shlD dO tinKs i wAN 2 dO.. n noT do tinKs whT otheR pPle tELl mI 2 dO.. n i juS foLLow.. i'M borN 2 b a leADER.. not a foLLoWEr.. n sO b iT.. i shlD b bAck 2 e orIginaL mI.. buT i'LL haF a price 2 paY.. i maY losE eVerytinK i haF noW.. buT aFter tinKinG thrU..eVen iF i'M bEinG boYcoTt.. i dN cARe.. lyK i sAy.. i dN cAre iF i'M alonE oR noT.. aS leASt i diD not leT myslF dOwn.. aS pEople gRow olDEr.. theIR toTs jus got morE n moRe complicAtEd.. cAn'T wE juS livE lifE simplY insTeAd of plottIng each otheR's Death.. whT gOod wiLL thaT b.. 2 mI.. sUm pPle i neVer haF a gD imprEsSIoN oN noW r juS sO fAKe.. stOp doiNG aLL thosE hyPocritCal stuFf 2 mI.. 2 e rESt.. whT do u wAN.. i meAn.. iS it reALi trUe thaT gERs r jus morE evil.. aS in 'zui dU fU rEn xIn'? i'M tirEd le.. i'M juS noT that kinD oF persOn that cAN pRetEnD 2 b gOod 2 tis peRsOn n prEtenD nTH is wROnG.. but dEeP dOwN insidE u juS disLikE heR 2 e coRE... i juS cAN'T.. i dNnoE whT pPle aRounD mI R tinKinG.. i dNnoE.. i jus wAn 2 b mI.. i cARe 2 e pPle i tinK wortH cArinG 4.. i mixEd wiF e pPle i wAN 2 miXeD wiF.. i saY e wOrdS i wAn sAY lyK no onEs busineSs..*+*


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