Haha.. i'm so guai 2day.. I stay at hm all day.. hehe..

Opps.. jus found out tt taka's seoul garden was closed down.. UrGh.. 4 gd or 4 renovation?? hmm.. mayb bcos more pple find e food there u noe.. haha.. LOL..

Ya.. back 2 wht happen 2day.. actually nth much happen 2day larx..Cos i was stay at home all day marx.. but 2day pass pretty fast cos i woke up at 11.30.. so almost half a day was gone.. then e other half is left spending in e kitchen..

Yesh.. i was meddling wif e weightscale.. e chocolate chips.. e cream cheese n everytink.. At arn 1+ went 2 e supermarket 2 get e ingredients.. Hmm.. i spent another 20 bucks 2day.. consider mi dumb.. haha.. but 4 e fun of doin it.. i tink is okie..

So i try 2 make Sometink new.. instead of e old plain boring tiramisu.. well.. so i tried oreo mousse.. (erm. isit spell tt way??) Aniway.. i turn out all right.. my bro love it 2 e core.. but i haf 2 stop him from eating it.. cos it's jus simply 2 heaty.. i mean.. i make a 3 serving 1.. i jus eat my own slice n i can feel lyk sore throat is cuming.. (wOh.. shit..) e chips r chocolate.. e oreo r chocolate.. everytink r made of choc lorx.. haha.. 4 mi tis chocolate lover.. it's heaven.. but if i wan bring tis over on sat.. Haha.. bad idea.. cos.. it's jus 2 chocolatey.. hehe.. N.. by e time i bring there.. everytink melt le.. haha..

WELL.. so i decided 2 do sumtink a bit more challenging.. A chocolate coated cheesecake.. haha..

N e results.. haha..

Cos i only start 2 do it at around evening.. so i was lyk pretty tired clearing up 4 e mousse tingy le.. cos there's jus so much 2 wash.. haha.. Let's jus say.. e cheesecake 1st attempt is not as gd as expected.. i mean e ingredients n all tt stuff i did well.. but tt most important process.. i did'nt do it well enuf.. Well.. 4 it 2 fixed 2 e shape tt u wan... n make it 2 bcum hard n not still in liquid form.. we need 2 add gelatine 2 it.. So.. tt process is beri beri important.. n cos.. since i'm only trying out.. so i did'nt wan 2 do alot.. so i had 2 divide e original recipe.. wht i mean is.. divide e amount of ingredient i need.. lyk actually butter is 100g mayb i jus put 25 g or sth.. So.. i kinda estimate wrongly e amt of gelatine i need 2 use.. haha.. put a bit 2 less.. e cheese cake refuse 2 harden..LOL.. my dad had a hard luff at it..(tink mz will b luff 2.. if he noes.. dotx.. n mayb he will refuse 2 eat my cake.. haha..) hehe.. So.. after my 1st attempt on e cheesecake... i was 2 tired 2 tired 2 go 4 second attempt le.. So i guess i'll b trying 2molo morning.. e most wake up a bit earlier lorx.. cos tis beri fast can finish de.. it's jus e time 2 make e cake harden takes a bit more time onli..

Dnnoe if those guys lyk cheese cake.. dotx.. wht if they dn lyk.. hmm.. well.. lyk i say le.. if it's not nice.. then i got 3 options.. 1.. dn bring e cake over on sat.. 2.. bring e cake over.. let them say it's not nice.. n let them smash mi wif e cake.. 3.. go back 2 making e cake tt i'm better at.. haha..

Humph.. So i spent e whole day doin tis.. haha.. Counting down.. 3 more days b4 sch starts.. UrGh.. I'm not even prepared 2 go back.. haha.. i'm still kinda in e hols mode.. n my whole brain is jus keep tinking of how 2 earn more money..LOL.. dnnoe larx.. tink i'm goin crazy soon..

Haha.. 2molo goin out wif ling in e afternoon.. goin 2 use my shiseido voucher.. n go get the bag she want.. haha.. hmm.. take it as e last shopping trip 4 mi b4 sch starts bah.. hmm..

I dnnoe wht i still wan 2 write.. hmm.. mayb i jus wan 2 say.. i felt a bit empty bah.. yeah.. at my heart.. lyk sth is missing.. n guess wht.. i dn even noe wht isit.. haha.. Funny lorx.. these few days i keep tinking.. which direction do i reali wan 2 head 2.. wht do i really wan 2 do.. do i wan 2 continue doin e stuff i'm doin now.. isit worth it.. Wht will b e outcome.. ya.. a lot of qns.. especially i jus recently haf a relaspe.. my emotional breakdown.. hard on mi.. hard on everybody else arn mi.. I also dn wish 2 haf a relaspe de..but i can't take it animore.. esp when sum1 step on e button.. haha.. But everytime after 1 relaspe.. i'll b back as happy as ever.. weLl.. tt's mi..

I'm missing out on a lot of tinks now.. n i'm seriously missing a lot of tinks now.. Esp my tennis.. Dnnoe hu say will play wif mi during e hols.. but i haven even touch my racket ever since tournament.. E dust on my racket i tink got an inch le bah.. haha... i'm not blaming anione larx..hehe.. Cos if 1 is reali interested in asking mi 2 play... tink he/she will remember it de.. or even make time 4 it.. 2bad.. jus 2 bad..

Haha.. i also dnnoe y.. i seem 2 lyk 2 pick fights wif sum pple arn mi.. hmm.. Not gd right.. i making those pple remembering mi in e ultra bad way.. haha.. Wah seh.. i haf 2 use tis way 2 let pple remember mi.. LOL.. i'm jus simply 2 pathetic man..

Haha.. i'm so guai 2day.. I stay at hm all day.. hehe..

Opps.. jus found out tt taka's seoul garden was closed down.. UrGh.. 4 gd or 4 renovation?? hmm.. mayb bcos more pple find e food there u noe.. haha.. LOL..

Ya.. back 2 wht happen 2day.. actually nth much happen 2day larx..Cos i was stay at home all day marx.. but 2day pass pretty fast cos i woke up at 11.30.. so almost half a day was gone.. then e other half is left spending in e kitchen..

Yesh.. i was meddling wif e weightscale.. e chocolate chips.. e cream cheese n everytink.. At arn 1+ went 2 e supermarket 2 get e ingredients.. Hmm.. i spent another 20 bucks 2day.. consider mi dumb.. haha.. but 4 e fun of doin it.. i tink is okie..

So i try 2 make Sometink new.. instead of e old plain boring tiramisu.. well.. so i tried oreo mousse.. (erm. isit spell tt way??) Aniway.. i turn out all right.. my bro love it 2 e core.. but i haf 2 stop him from eating it.. cos it's jus simply 2 heaty.. i mean.. i make a 3 serving 1.. i jus eat my own slice n i can feel lyk sore throat is cuming.. (wOh.. shit..) e chips r chocolate.. e oreo r chocolate.. everytink r made of choc lorx.. haha.. 4 mi tis chocolate lover.. it's heaven.. but if i wan bring tis over on sat.. Haha.. bad idea.. cos.. it's jus 2 chocolatey.. hehe.. N.. by e time i bring there.. everytink melt le.. haha..

WELL.. so i decided 2 do sumtink a bit more challenging.. A chocolate coated cheesecake.. haha..

N e results.. haha..

Cos i only start 2 do it at around evening.. so i was lyk pretty tired clearing up 4 e mousse tingy le.. cos there's jus so much 2 wash.. haha.. Let's jus say.. e cheesecake 1st attempt is not as gd as expected.. i mean e ingredients n all tt stuff i did well.. but tt most important process.. i did'nt do it well enuf.. Well.. 4 it 2 fixed 2 e shape tt u wan... n make it 2 bcum hard n not still in liquid form.. we need 2 add gelatine 2 it.. So.. tt process is beri beri important.. n cos.. since i'm only trying out.. so i did'nt wan 2 do alot.. so i had 2 divide e original recipe.. wht i mean is.. divide e amount of ingredient i need.. lyk actually butter is 100g mayb i jus put 25 g or sth.. So.. i kinda estimate wrongly e amt of gelatine i need 2 use.. haha.. put a bit 2 less.. e cheese cake refuse 2 harden..LOL.. my dad had a hard luff at it..(tink mz will b luff 2.. if he noes.. dotx.. n mayb he will refuse 2 eat my cake.. haha..) hehe.. So.. after my 1st attempt on e cheesecake... i was 2 tired 2 tired 2 go 4 second attempt le.. So i guess i'll b trying 2molo morning.. e most wake up a bit earlier lorx.. cos tis beri fast can finish de.. it's jus e time 2 make e cake harden takes a bit more time onli..

Dnnoe if those guys lyk cheese cake.. dotx.. wht if they dn lyk.. hmm.. well.. lyk i say le.. if it's not nice.. then i got 3 options.. 1.. dn bring e cake over on sat.. 2.. bring e cake over.. let them say it's not nice.. n let them smash mi wif e cake.. 3.. go back 2 making e cake tt i'm better at.. haha..

Humph.. So i spent e whole day doin tis.. haha.. Counting down.. 3 more days b4 sch starts.. UrGh.. I'm not even prepared 2 go back.. haha.. i'm still kinda in e hols mode.. n my whole brain is jus keep tinking of how 2 earn more money..LOL.. dnnoe larx.. tink i'm goin crazy soon..

Haha.. 2molo goin out wif ling in e afternoon.. goin 2 use my shiseido voucher.. n go get the bag she want.. haha.. hmm.. take it as e last shopping trip 4 mi b4 sch starts bah.. hmm..

I dnnoe wht i still wan 2 write.. hmm.. mayb i jus wan 2 say.. i felt a bit empty bah.. yeah.. at my heart.. lyk sth is missing.. n guess wht.. i dn even noe wht isit.. haha.. Funny lorx.. these few days i keep tinking.. which direction do i reali wan 2 head 2.. wht do i really wan 2 do.. do i wan 2 continue doin e stuff i'm doin now.. isit worth it.. Wht will b e outcome.. ya.. a lot of qns.. especially i jus recently haf a relaspe.. my emotional breakdown.. hard on mi.. hard on everybody else arn mi.. I also dn wish 2 haf a relaspe de..but i can't take it animore.. esp when sum1 step on e button.. haha.. But everytime after 1 relaspe.. i'll b back as happy as ever.. weLl.. tt's mi..

I'm missing out on a lot of tinks now.. n i'm seriously missing a lot of tinks now.. Esp my tennis.. Dnnoe hu say will play wif mi during e hols.. but i haven even touch my racket ever since tournament.. E dust on my racket i tink got an inch le bah.. haha... i'm not blaming anione larx..hehe.. Cos if 1 is reali interested in asking mi 2 play... tink he/she will remember it de.. or even make time 4 it.. 2bad.. jus 2 bad..

Haha.. i also dnnoe y.. i seem 2 lyk 2 pick fights wif sum pple arn mi.. hmm.. Not gd right.. i making those pple remembering mi in e ultra bad way.. haha.. Wah seh.. i haf 2 use tis way 2 let pple remember mi.. LOL.. i'm jus simply 2 pathetic man..

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