Urgh.. bloody hell.. i tot nitemareS over 4 at least a temporary status.. but i dn tink so.. Cos he's super haunting mi wif his calls.. he calls mi at 11+ almost 12mn yest.. can u believe it.. n he blabber non-stop on e tuition fee n wht he wan 2 do in biology lessons.. WTH..
Now i really fear when e phone rings.. i do..
E wEaker side of mi is crying lyk mAd.. cos she sense fear..
But e stronger side of mi keeps telling mind 2 b strong.. 2 b careful.. 2 face it.. n overcome it.. cos i haf no1 2 protect mi except myself..
Then he bloody call jus now jus b4 i blog.. he told mi his full name.. which is bloody long.. N it goes lyk tis..
Goi S H Clara Chew Hoe Dana..
U ask mi 2 believe it??! i dn lorx.. cos there's gers name inside.. n it's bloody 2 gers name.. n i saw his file name n excerise bk name is not lyk tt de.. WTH.. tink he's reali pshyco.. Lyk i say mus bring chopper wif mi 2 his hse 2 teach.. haha..
He called.. bloody tell mi he tink i need 2 noe his full name.. cos.. he noes my full name.. URGH.. wht 2pid rule is tiS?! .. then nvm.. he say he wan mi 2 teach tis sun also.. Bloody.. at 1st i wan 2 say no.. but i tink again.. e faster i teach.. e faster i can say bye 2 him.. so.. yes.. i agreed.. so hopefully.. when sch term starts.. i wun b so worried over tis issue..
Cos tis whole tink has brought y hyper mood from e forum down a lot.. i cannot slp well.. i cannot eat well..(2day my only proper meal is e my dinner..) i'm basically having mental breakdown.. So.. i jus wan 2 b happy again.. cos.. i wan stay hyper larx.. i dn wan 2 fall back into tt beri glum mi..
Effective Communication A
Character Development A
Fundamentals Of Marketing C+
ITAB D+
Semester GPA: 2.731
Cumulative GPA: 2.731
Nothing 2 hide.. i was a bit disappointed larx.. but i'm glad my Ec is up 2 my expectation.. well.. not reali my core module.. but at least.. my effort tt is put in is recognise.. n i wan 2 noe wht happen 2 my FOM.. okie.. 4 1 tink.. i noe i haf screw up my paper.. cos i was practically jus writing whtever shit i can tink of.. haha.. so.. blame it on not putting more effort.. but.. at least i wan 2 noe wht happen 2 my project.. i put in a lot of sweat n blood in it lehx.. at least let mi noe e grade.. lol.. mY ITAB.. dn even tok abt it.. So.. even if i dn get back my excel paper.. i also expect e result le.. e best i cld get 4 my excel will b a C+.. cos.. my word is a D.. Wah liaox.. I hate ITAb.. n u noe wht.. still got ITAB 2 tis sem!!.. will die...haha.. okie.. i hate my GPA.. mayb cos onli got 4 modules.. n i got a D+ n C+.. it reali pull e whole tink down.. so my cumulative GPA sux 2 e core.. but i tell u.. i'm goin 2 try 2 push my pacc n econs up next sem larx.. i'll try my best.. cos econs is start afresh marx.. maecro now.. e problematic 1 is pacc.. i'll haf 2 back track n make sure my foundation is gd..Can i keep up 2 my promise? i dnnoe.. buT i'll try.. i'll try..
Today got daiko.. so went back sch..Yeah.. i finally can play a nice nice chun feng le.. haha.. I'm so happy.. Cos.. it's 1 of e hardest song i find.. hehe.. though i lyk e tune beri beri much.. but.. tune nice.. e 1 playing die larx.. n i'm still residue of e crop.. haix.. wif my character.. will i allow myslf 2 b residue?? haha.. i dn tink so lorx.. gif mi time.. n i wan 2 move up.. mayb not cream.. but i jus wan 2 b a little better then now.. I'll figure a way larx.. how 2 improve.. at least 2day still got geradine pei mi.. i slow.. she also slow.. haha.. nvm..We started pretty late.. n in e end onli got 4 pple cum.. cos mz disappear..
We practise until 6.30 lyk tt.. then mi,zhicai, jill n limin went 2 lucky plaza 2 eat e chicken rice there.. nice.. but got price hike.. 4ever de lehx.. from 3 to 3.50.. not 4. bucks.. Woh.. haha.. nice tinks always lyk tt de.. we r lyk their last customer.. cos they close half e fence after we started eating...Although e time is jus 7.30.. they close shop le.. haha.. We reali haf a gd time 2gether larx.. cos we keep crapping... esp abt shit..(thanx 2 jill n zhicai..) n such larx.. wah.. then tok abt a lot of tinks.. WEnt 2 eat ice-cream.. those vendor by e street kind.. haha..2nd time eating ice-cream on orchard road le.. 1st time was wif alan n szeloon.. after work.. still alan treat summore.. urgh.. so bad of us.. Guo yi bu qu.. okie.. as usual.. i haf my chocolate ice-cream.. haha..
Then walk pass heeren.. saw tis 10 big i dnnoe wht.. shld i say sculptures.. quite unique.. so we took pictures wif my phone... haha.. then pop over 2 cineleisure.. cos limin need 2 replace her kbox card.. (she lost her wallet.. omG.. tt's bad..) .. then saw ling at cineleisure wif her classmates.. well. wun interupt them.. then we went home at somerset station larx.. had a gd chat wif jill... though towards e end.. i was rattling abt yest incident.. cos she ask mi abt my tuition.. haha..
Phew.. 1 day gone lyk tt.. n i haf yet 2 reali enjoy my hols.. lol.. 2molo goin vedro's hse after tuition.. haha.. celebrate his birthday.. sort of..belated larx.. haha.. yeah.. get 2 c almost every1.. since 2 weeks+ never c.. sure mus haf a bit of changes de.. lol..
I'm so tired now.. reali..i jus hope tis whoel tink jus blow over.. asap.. jus wan a pretty gd rest.. tt's it.. if u wan mi 2 say e truth.. i tink i need a dose of comfort , care n concern.. reali.. cos i felt.. i can't hang on 4 long.. noe mi well enuf.. u shld noe.. an object tt appears 2 b hard on e outside.. may not b hard on e inside.. on e contary.. it's actually hollow.. or even.. easily breakable..