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Monday, November 21, 2005
/ 11:35 AM



Haix.. I dnnoe y.. but i tink i'm growing white hair soon.. Or mayb even no hair soon.. COs.. i'm pulling my hair..LOL..

I still dnnoe which 1 i'm choosing.. I keep cuming up wif solutions 4 e whole day.. Lyk..

1)Dn go 4 daiko concert..

2) Dn go 4 china trip..

3) Go china.. fly back 2 s'pore 4 concert then fly back..

4) Delay e Trip by 2 weeks.. straight after concert then fly le..

That's it.. i can't tink animore le.. But options 3 is almost or definately out larx.. Fly back n fro china.. N tt's goin 2 cos mi 1k.. WOH.. i dn haf a gold mountain.. Neither do my dad own an airline..(Haix.. Why dn he own 1 in e 1st place.. then my problem will b solved le..) So.. e best option is 4th 1.. Which means i haf 2 go discuss wif ms han if it's possible tt i go 2 weeks later..(which i tink is very impossible.. but i reali hope i can..).. If no 4 options also cannot.. Then i reali headache liaox.. y??

Let mi analyse out arx..

if i choose daiko..

Good tinks..
- I get 2 work during e vacation..
- I dn need 2 slog lyk mad.. thinking at money problem..(Actually.. since dad is sponsoring e whole trip.. i shld'nt worry much..)
-Wun need 2 spent $ 2 go China..
-All my effort, energy, sweat will not b wasted cos e concert e is fruit of hard labour..
-I get 2 play at e concert!!!
-Have fun wif e daiko ganG!!
-It's a 1 yr event..

Bad tinks..
-I dn get 2 go overseas(China)
-Missing out e fun i haf wif yy n gang at china..
-I have 2 work during e vacation 2 kill time..
-i'll question myslf..isit worth it 2 stay 4 daiko if i onli get 2 play 2 pathetic songs while others play 5 songs or more due 2 my incapablity tt cos arrangement 2 b make lyk tt??

If i choose China trip..

Good tinks..
-I get 2 go overseas!!
-I get 2 ride a plane 4 a decade..
-I get 2 go around China..
-I get 2 learn stuff i never noe..
-I'll spent 6 weeks fully..
-1.9 k 4 6 weeks.. It's more than worth it..

Bad tinks..
-I'll miss playing at concert..
- not onli concert.. N most probably i'll feel terrible during training sessions.. cOs.. i wun b participating in it.. When they discussing abt it.. How will i feel??
-The daiko guys get bonded.. Haf fun in their own way.. while i dn get 2 enjoy tt...
-i'm spending a lot of money on sometink i dn even noe where it will lead 2.. I'm buying an exprience tt i dn even noe if i'll enjoy it..
-I'll question myslf isit worth it 2 go China.. Isit reali useful.. Do i reali need 2 go..

That's y.. later i'm goin over 2 ling's place 4 a discussion.. Hopefully she can analyse better than mi.. N then i'll b SaveD!!!

Was watching 'Wang zi bian qing wa' Jus now...Cos my sis's friend wan mi 2 rent 4 her.. So.. Since she gifing her 2molo.. i'll take a sneak preview.. SInce yy love it 2 e core.. N she highly recommend it.. Saying it's super nice.. N true enuf.. It's nice.. Haha..

N Of cos.. i finally Noe y Dang Ou Can make so mani gers love him 2 core le.. COs.. he's not e beri shuai type.. He's e above average type wif e perfect built.. N last of her.. He's super 'Nai kan'.. N is tt kind of 'yue kan yue hao kan' type.. Furthur more.. his CuTe After he lost his memory.. HEHe..N tt show is super funny at sum part larx.. haha.. Lyk e frong tingy.. LOl..

Got my de-vocalise Cd juS now.. n cost mi 10 bucks.. Erm.. is 9 bucks acutally.. karaoke vcd larx.. Dotx.. i dn even haf e mood 2 go 4 talent time le.. Cos.. all e problems r giving mi a headache.. Furthur more.. I haf 2 suffer double pain.. (curse e fact tt women mus suffer more than men..) WTH.. i hate tis man... but i'll try my best 2molo..(hopefully..) N wif a little luck.. If my voice dn fail mi.. Perhaps.. i can even go a bit higher after e prelimary round rite??LOl..


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