Haix.. Wht e hell is wrong wif mi?? my brain is so clogged up wif ling's words.. YeSh.. i noe i shld'nt b tinking abt it.. Yesh.. i noe once i make a decision le.. i shld'nt waver tt much..(WEll.. 4 tt cHina tink.. i'm still Haix.. grieving over e fact tt i can't play 4 concert..)Aniway.. tt's not e pt.. e pt is even if wht ling say is e ultimate truth.. will i gif up? HohohO.. if i do.. Then santa clause will haf retire n turn 2 selling presents ..rather than gifing presents..(opPs.. No offensive.. Jus a joking comment..)

So.. i guess.. i shld jus tell myself.. Tis is e path u choose.. i shld haf no regrets over it.. reaLi.. ALthough it jus gets tougher n tougher by e day.. n normally u dn get wht u wan.. Dn even tok abt being 'nei shuang'(Ya ritE.. tt happenS lyk once in a zillion years..) So.. Get on with life man.. I tink i shld.. live wif e fact tt u noe.. He's part of ur life.. FULL STOP..

Lol.. I noe i'm a bit out of my mind now.. or wht u call.. e brain system r not working e rite way,.. caN't blame mi.. COs.. i've been stuck 2 looking at e computer screen 4 lyk straight 5 hrs.. n i'm still continue 2 stuck 2 looking at tis lifeless tink as i'm blogging.. Haix...

But at least i manage 2 finish tt 2pid powerpoint 4 ITAB.. N i can say 1 tink.. I sO suPer dupER hate ani IT tink larx.. ESP ITAB.. Urgh.. almost voimit while doing tt 2pid tink.. N i dn care.. he better gif mi sumtink better than a 'D' Or else.. i'm so goin 2 buy a pig's head n hang it outside his room..LOL..

N.. i felt so guilty.. i did'nt even practise a single shit on victory.. SO if i make ani mistake at performance.. serves mi rite man.. It's all my fault.. Hu ask mi.. extra training 2day dn wan go.. Cos.. If ur bestie is in trouble.. will u abandon her when she needs help.. No rite.. SO i no choice haf 2 skip gems n go acc her.. Then wen i go back n check out daiko room.. u onli c sharon n ivan there.. so 4get it larx.. go hm early n do ppt better..since ling lend mi her laptop..

But it was still damn early larx.. n ling onli start work at 4.. so we went aranda restrauant 2 eat.. UrGh.. tt was an expensive meal.. WEll.. already eat le.. wht 2 do.. e chowder n fish n wedges r nice.. so it's worth it.. haha.. then went home wif ling's overweight laptop.. (Lol.. how she manage 2 bring up n down from temp 2 clementi.. *claps..)

Went home n start 2 do my ppt till now larx.. so.. life 2day is pretty boring.. N it's still raining..Oh my..Cos.. e weather is freaking cold.. Dotx..

2molo working at Polo le.. Haf 2 pon Econs tutorial.. SHit.. I jus promise tt i'll try 2 do well 4 econs.. Nvm.. I shld try my best 2 do tutorial qns.. although i did'nt attend 2molo lesson. N if my mum noe i skip lessons.. She's so goin 2 behead mi.. haix..

I dnnoe y i felt tis way.. but it's so weird.. Haha.. e worD is *m.I.s.S.i.N.g Y.o.U*

P.S: i finally found wht i'm better then my sis le.. SHe noes how 2 catch fish.. but she can't deal wif bugs n insect.. i can.. N her poor pooh is now tumbling in e washing machine.. Cos.. of 1 small little tiny bettle.. or whtever u call tt.. was on it.. n if she dn wash it.. she dn dare 2 hug.. n hu help her remove tt?? MI..

Haix.. Wht e hell is wrong wif mi?? my brain is so clogged up wif ling's words.. YeSh.. i noe i shld'nt b tinking abt it.. Yesh.. i noe once i make a decision le.. i shld'nt waver tt much..(WEll.. 4 tt cHina tink.. i'm still Haix.. grieving over e fact tt i can't play 4 concert..)Aniway.. tt's not e pt.. e pt is even if wht ling say is e ultimate truth.. will i gif up? HohohO.. if i do.. Then santa clause will haf retire n turn 2 selling presents ..rather than gifing presents..(opPs.. No offensive.. Jus a joking comment..)

So.. i guess.. i shld jus tell myself.. Tis is e path u choose.. i shld haf no regrets over it.. reaLi.. ALthough it jus gets tougher n tougher by e day.. n normally u dn get wht u wan.. Dn even tok abt being 'nei shuang'(Ya ritE.. tt happenS lyk once in a zillion years..) So.. Get on with life man.. I tink i shld.. live wif e fact tt u noe.. He's part of ur life.. FULL STOP..

Lol.. I noe i'm a bit out of my mind now.. or wht u call.. e brain system r not working e rite way,.. caN't blame mi.. COs.. i've been stuck 2 looking at e computer screen 4 lyk straight 5 hrs.. n i'm still continue 2 stuck 2 looking at tis lifeless tink as i'm blogging.. Haix...

But at least i manage 2 finish tt 2pid powerpoint 4 ITAB.. N i can say 1 tink.. I sO suPer dupER hate ani IT tink larx.. ESP ITAB.. Urgh.. almost voimit while doing tt 2pid tink.. N i dn care.. he better gif mi sumtink better than a 'D' Or else.. i'm so goin 2 buy a pig's head n hang it outside his room..LOL..

N.. i felt so guilty.. i did'nt even practise a single shit on victory.. SO if i make ani mistake at performance.. serves mi rite man.. It's all my fault.. Hu ask mi.. extra training 2day dn wan go.. Cos.. If ur bestie is in trouble.. will u abandon her when she needs help.. No rite.. SO i no choice haf 2 skip gems n go acc her.. Then wen i go back n check out daiko room.. u onli c sharon n ivan there.. so 4get it larx.. go hm early n do ppt better..since ling lend mi her laptop..

But it was still damn early larx.. n ling onli start work at 4.. so we went aranda restrauant 2 eat.. UrGh.. tt was an expensive meal.. WEll.. already eat le.. wht 2 do.. e chowder n fish n wedges r nice.. so it's worth it.. haha.. then went home wif ling's overweight laptop.. (Lol.. how she manage 2 bring up n down from temp 2 clementi.. *claps..)

Went home n start 2 do my ppt till now larx.. so.. life 2day is pretty boring.. N it's still raining..Oh my..Cos.. e weather is freaking cold.. Dotx..

2molo working at Polo le.. Haf 2 pon Econs tutorial.. SHit.. I jus promise tt i'll try 2 do well 4 econs.. Nvm.. I shld try my best 2 do tutorial qns.. although i did'nt attend 2molo lesson. N if my mum noe i skip lessons.. She's so goin 2 behead mi.. haix..

I dnnoe y i felt tis way.. but it's so weird.. Haha.. e worD is *m.I.s.S.i.N.g Y.o.U*

P.S: i finally found wht i'm better then my sis le.. SHe noes how 2 catch fish.. but she can't deal wif bugs n insect.. i can.. N her poor pooh is now tumbling in e washing machine.. Cos.. of 1 small little tiny bettle.. or whtever u call tt.. was on it.. n if she dn wash it.. she dn dare 2 hug.. n hu help her remove tt?? MI..

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