LOL.. u noe.. i'm absent minded.. n getting more n more absent minded as days goes by.. So.. haha.. i can't rmb much wht happens in details during e days i did'nt blog.. SO.. i shld jus write whtever i rmb.. which will b recently larx..
My mind can't stop tinking abt goin JB 2 sing k wif mz, jill n limin.. Wahoo.. Hope every1 of us can go.. then nth happens.. then we're goin 2 haf lots n lots of funn haha..Haiya.. I tink i'm going 2 die soon.. i'm so scared i'm neglecting my studies.. cos i keep working working n working.. I reali hope i wun do it.. Then i'm still tinking if i shld jump grp 4 ITAB.. I dnnoe.. it's lyk there's pros n cons in both grps.. which i dn tink i'll analyse here.. cos it'll take up at least a few paragraphs.. Haha.. assigment n everytink due..E good tink i guess is.. e Hols r cuming le.. SO fast rite.. i spent 3 terms in polytechnic le.. tis coming wednesday haf 2 go 4 option talk le.. 2 decide which option we wan 2 embark on.. SObx.. sObx.. So.. DBF 01 sure haf 2 split.. cos sum will go banking.. while sum will go fianace.. i myself haven reali decide yet.. cos.. i can picture myslf doin both options.. n not onli doin.. BUT DOIN well..(chey... so BHb..) i haf confidence bah.. sO.. Let's jus c how e talk turns out 2 b.. i purposely told uncle kelvin i can't work summore.. so i got off tt day.. haha..
Work is still okie.. But i kinda feel uneasy when andy e manager is around.. i dnnoe y.. but i'm scared of him.. Haha.. Although others keep telling mi tt he's a nice person.. URgh.. mayb cos i haven reali work wif him.. sO.. i guess we r not tt close.. n i dn reali noe him.. Grown more n more attached 2 uncle kelvin since i always work upstairs.. n we always joke around.. he's a cool dad seriously.. n a fish fanatic.. Haha.. erm.. working days still seem alright larx.. It's jus tt sumtimes my blurrness still gets 2 mi.. n working there.. haf 2 b beri careful not 2 say e wrong stuff.. n must do tinks.. or else pple will sure say sth behind u de.. Or worst.. behind n in front of u de..
Back 2 e same topic i always debate abt.. LOL..
I keep starring at e bloody full length mirror at polo rauph.. i pull down my eyelid, i push up my check.. i smile.. i luff.. i did funny faces... Everytink.. Why?? COs.. i keep wondering if i'm considered ugly or pretty.. But it tt way.. i wan 2 noe if i'm pretty.. 2 say e ultimate truth.. i dn wish 2 b average bah.. seriously.. when is xuehui ever a normal average person?? haha.. Opps.. so either ugly or prett.. choose 1.. sumtimes i find myslf pretty.. sumtimes.. e other extreme.. But i noe larx.. psyhco myslf 2 say tt i'm pretty is totally a lie.. cos e world is so competitive.. so realistic.. so fake.. pple tend 2 compare larx.. then e pretty ones always gets advantage of stuff.. I dn mean 2 pin point hu.. or wht.. cos.. i can use my own eyes 2 c.. my own ears 2 hear.. everywhere.. not only in sch.. in other places as well..
Erm.. i dnnoe if blogging tt paragraph down is a wise decision.. but being mi.. i'll still blog even if i'll get blanket party rite.. esp when i haven blog 4 a period of time.. n tis is wht i get after tis few days exprience.. haha.. Oh.. n tis sumhow tie into CRS.. which i will do later after blogging.. on e article..
I'm so goin 2 make sure i score in CRS.. Language subjects.. here i come..wht else shld i blog abt.. Oh.. tis 1 must blog.. i haf a wonderful time last nite.. WHY?? cOs.. i'm getting on e rite track 4 daiko.. i guess.. i'm not tt pressure 2 b on par wif e rest le bah.. cos.. i noe i wun b playing 4 concert.. so.. my mind kinda relaxes.. n tell myslf even if u dn do well u haf plenty of time 2 correct.. Haha.. N... you made my day larx.. i jokely tot tt mayb cos.. we lyk so beri long never tok.. i tink even in sch we treat each other lyk invisible lyk tt de.. sometimes.. 1 day also dn speak 2 each other a single sentence.. (if u consider 'bye' as a sentence..haha..) then accuulate till yesterday then keep ramble on.. Haha.. I wonder.. y can't u everyday b lyk tt.. Then i tink mayb cos..
1) U r seriously in a foul mood..
2) U seriously dn wish 2 c mi at tt moment of e day..
3) Tt is not e topic u r interested in..
4) U dn feel lyk toking tt day..
5) U tink it's not neccesary 2 contribute 2 e conversation..
Haha.. ya.. i noe... it's crap.. i mean..if i can noe every single 1.. inside out.. i dn need 2 study le.. i can work as a fortune teller liaox.. haha.. big bucks cuming in.. hehe.. But 1 tink i noe larx.. i dn tink tis will happen everyday.. SO.. i shld b happy abt yest.. n stay tt way.. LOL.. n continue my busy lyk bee life.. (yy consider tt as a numbing n running away proccess of life..) i consider tt as a successful plan 2 keep $ rolling in.. wif my body fats burning out.. haha..
i tink i crap enuf 2 satisfy my hunger 4 blogging.. LOL.. enuf is enuf.. time 2 edit my friendster profile.. n start on CRS homework.. cos.. 2molo i'm working morning shift again.. Yeah.. no more extended hrs.. then i wun feel so tired.. boo is.. i dn get 2 earn tt extra pathetic $3.15 cos extend 1/2 more hr marx.... haiya.. jus joking.. i rather slp n b there in sch 4 CRS.. haha.. cos i pon-teng once le.. haha..
ERm.. Staying happy is e way 2 go man.. n i must thank raymond 4 purposely coming down 2 tamp after i off work 2 gif mi tt necklace..(yeSh.. it's e 4th 1 4 my bday..) i reali appreciate it.. super touched.. lol.. Off i go.. Haha..