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Saturday, January 14, 2006
/ 3:14 PM



I noe.. i noe.. i shld b chiong-ing my ideas PPt now.. cos i need to let e grp c e result of it 2molo morning at 8.45..

But i jus feel lyk blogging 4 a while.. Duh.. i try 2 cut as short as possible alrite..

I dn understand how pple r lyk.. i dn understand how they feel.. wht they tink.. shld i b nice to them.. or shld i not... shld they b impt 2 mi.. or shld they not.. Sometime i feel that.. when i'm being nice to sum1 or did special stuff to some people.. i tink it's often being throw into the bin.. So i shld'nt waste my strength to do all these rite? I'm seriously troubled..

Aniway.. i'm so prepared to fail my PACC.. since i screwed e paper up by not finishing the paper.. wOw.. how fantastic could that be.. N after finishing e paper i went to the main library alone to c how much ideas i can do..

Achieved nth much.. cos i haf a lot of graphics 2 draw n scan n blah.. Urgh..

N.. i reali suddenly dn feel lyk goin 4 China tingy le.. Sobx.. i can't imagine how life will b when i come back.. 6 weeks lehx.. now i already feel so alien le.. if i come back sure worse de... Sobx..

i dnnoe wht i wan.. seriously.. i'm jus lyk sort of lying to myself.. if he's happy.. i'm happy.. am i really that 'wei da'.. i dnnoe.. wht i reali wan? sobx.. felt so depressed now... at least i'm glad i stayed jus to catch moments of him smiling.. silly mi.. i tink i'm jus a nuisance to every1.. esp him rite.. Lol.. haix.. so am i doin e rite tink?


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