Yup.. i'm in sch now.. n 4 once.. i'm early 4 class.. 4 2 sake of my webpage.. WTH.. in the end the teacher recopy e whole folder n everytink is gone.. DOTX..
i'm so tired.. still did'nt slp well last nite.. keep sneezing.. then can feel the head goin beri heavy.. Oh no.. signs of mi falling sick.. n i dn wan 2 fall sick.. Cos when u fall sick.. ur weaker side will show much more clearly.. i c that in Ling now.. i can't possibly do tt now..cos plenty of projects n CAs waiting 4 mi 2 challenge..
Everytink is falling apart.. i'm so bloody stressed now.. Really.. projects not goin smoothly.. CAs not studied yet.. falling sick.. N i haf 2 struggle tis all on my own..
Well.. no wonder they say best frends will always suffer the same fate.. Ok larx.. i admit.. she got hit harder.. But i hope she's coping well.. cos i'm trying my best to..
To ling: really sorrie 4 not spending enuf time wif u.. so much stuff has happen in our individual lives.. n i'm really packed with my words.. felt so guilty.. but i'm glad u r coping better now.. I can't wait 4 e day where all the projects n CAs r over.. i can't wait 4 the day when my dreams become reality..(yucks.. sound so much lyk east spring mission or motto or whtever..) i can't wait 4 e day when i die.. (okie.. dn sound panic.. i'm not on e verge of killing myslf.. jus feel lyk a bit tired to move on in life..) haha.. i mean.. i dnnoe.. i'm going a little bonkers..Hehe.. i dnnoe larx.. i mean.. i got influence from raymond larx.. when u haf a happy-go-lucky person as ur close frend..u will sum how get infected with his attidute towards tinks.. though he looks okie.. but i noe.. deep now.. sum how.. he wun b 100% of wht he is showing now...
Yawns.. I'm lacking of slp.. e teacher is boring.. no help at all.. n.. i'm feeling faintish..
I guess tis is the best time 4 my diet plan 2 work..(well.. it works perfectly well wif ling.. LOL..) I'm proud to say.. the shorts i wore now is feeling a bit loose le.. n i can't c my tummy.. URGH.. Good or bad.. but if i do really lost weight rite.. i guess.. it's an unhealthy kind.. BUT hu cares.. as long as i lose weight then die.. then it will be fabulous..
I agree with ling.. WE r 2 siao ting tong now.. Tok also a bit siao siao one.. Ya larx.. it's super side effect.. Wtf..
2day i look at myslf in the mirror.. my eyebags r horrible..but 2day i tink i look fine.. in fact.. i tot i love myslf a bit more 2day.. haha.. tt's impt rite.. but trust mi.. tis tot wun last long.. i'll soon tok abt plastic surgery again..
Tinking of how 2 organise my 24 hrs now.. shld i work? hmm.. beri beri big issue.. i promise them 2 work le.. but i definately going 2 do morning shift on mon.. i wan 2 do well 4 econs.. i wan to.. i'm beri scared i disappoint ms wang again..i dn wan to disappoint myslf either..
So sianx.. ling jus msg mi.. she found the real tink in life she wans.. although she's not goin to get it.. y is she so stupid as mi.. haix.. no choice.. hu ask we r besties.. LOL.. siew u r our bestie too.. BUT.. we dn wan u 2 follow our footstep.. TOUCH WOOD!! lol..
Okie.. enuf of being crazy.. i jus need to distress.. so i came to tok rubbish n tok crap.. sOrrie.. 4 those hu r reading tis.. tis is such a fruitless post.. haha..
i dream of the same tink again.. so i wan to hold on to that belief.. WTF.. scold mi.. nag mi.. i tink i wun care animore.. LOL..