haha.. i noe i shld be working on my presentation preparation 2molo..
But since 2day was a reali reali happy day.. i shld let myslf blog a while.. hehe..
Well.. 1st tink is.. 2day got lesson lyk no lesson lyk tt.. cos i onli went 4 half of crm lesson.. due to performance for e NDP OC tingy.. hehe..
E best part wht.. my effort was definately not wasted! Having to stay awake until 7.30 am in e morning before concasting was worth it.. my 1st A report in the whole sem.. WooT.. when u put in effort.. n u get wht u wanted.. it feels great..
E performance was also fantastic.. hehe.. cld be due to my happy mood.. but finally and at last.. i did'nt make ani mistake.. haha.. =)
But the shitty weather was really hot n u had to wear black.. haha.. it's lyk roasted pig under the sun wif a 9 month old baby being carried in front of u.. LOL.. e drum is pretty heavy larx.. haha..
Shld update the photos when i get my camera back tomolo.. well.. i was in a rush to meet dear for the movie preview for 'click' at The Cathay.. bcos of the delay of performance.. i onli ended at 5.. n e freaking preview was at 5.25.. geex..
We kinda run 2 e cinema lyk tt.. Sum how sum sort.. we still managed to catch the movie tink maybe missed a few minutes of the starting part.. but let's jus say.. e movie is great.. haha.. well.. it has it's funny parts n also parts where it's damn touching..
E story is abt tis guy.. hu feels that his life is in a total wreak n he simply jus needs sumtink to less complicates his life.. went to the store to get a universal controller for his television but hu noes.. he got a real life universal controller that can control his life.. n e story goes on to c how the controller 'help' him in different situations and the cons of the controller.. It jus fast forwarded his life so frequent bcos he did it so frequently.. it jus automatic programmed itself to do it..
Let's say the funny part 1st.. haha.. e duck n e dog.. oh man.. it was bloody freaking funny.. go watch.. u will noe wht i mean.. all i can say is poor duck..
E sad part: It makes u reflect a lot about how ur life is now.. do u reali need a universal controller.. wht if tinks moved so fast tt u dn even realised it.. u r so coped up wif work tt everytink was behind of ur priority list already.. cos u forwarded so many tinks n u jus run in auto pilot mode..
Phrases in life tt left u chpts n chpts to complie into a life book has been skipped.. n major events in ur life tt has happen has jus slipped past.. when u started to realise u wan to turn back.. u jus can't do it.. cos it jus continued running.. when u jus wanted to hold on 2 ur loved ones but u can't.. cos the remote jus skipped a year of ur life.. a decade of ur life.. wht will u feel..
Okie.. i admit.. i cried buckets towards the end of the show when he wanted to get back his dad cos he was'nt even there when his dad died.. work was far more important then his family.. everyday he could tink of was work.. family jus slowly disolves from the scene..
I was jus wondering.. wht would i do if suddenly i lost my dad or my mum.. it is possible tt my dad could jus leave us anitime wif his situation.. at the rate he is going of not taking care of his health.. i doubt the 10 yr prediction will last.. cld haf shorten.. saggi is reali famous for not being the family type of person.. i definately not 1..
I find staying at hm a pretty tied up tink 4 mi.. cld be as i can't stand my family environment.. i can't stand the fights n stuff.. it's pretty tiring.. i tot 4 a while.. i haf no idea wht i'll react.. will i cry? will i feel sad? will i den realise tt he has an important status in my heart or will i jus heartlessly let it come and go.. i have no idea..
From e moment i could remembered everytink.. i cld never reali relate myslf to my family.. being rebelious to break out of wht they wan mi 2 b could have play a part to contribute.. i wanted wht i wan to be.. i seek 4 wht i wan.. no1.. nothing can stop mi.. i cld never understand their tinking.. family has never be one of my 1st piority before.. friends and my boyfriend are.. tt is how i am.. Family is always the 2nd runner-up.. sad n pathetic as it is.. i never noe how i survived the days when i dn haf a bf.. seriously..
Or perhaps.. noeing tt u can turn 2 no1.. it jus makes u a stronger character.. i can say confidently.. i am not to be messed around wif.. i can take pretty drastic measures to tinks done upon mi..
Sumtimes i serious cannot tolerate sum attitude from people.. 2 be franked.. i'm awfully straight-forward.. i might had showed my displeasure on it..
Whtever it is.. i wan to say.. i loved everyone hu loved mi.. n i loved my bestie n not forgetting my dear the most.. =)
P.S: Dear: i tink we are the world's smallest gas ghost in the world.. n of cos we are the most *m*t*o*a* people on earth.. haha.. u noe wht i mean..=)