Damn..

I really don't have enought time to do all the tinks i want to do.. n i get easily motivated and influenced by magazines, books these days..

WEll.. It's time to get a weighing machine and start on my exercise regime.. Hmm.. 10kg in 6 months.. not entirely impossible but yet not a easy feat.. i know i haven always been the slim type of person since young.. my weight bounced up and down easily..

Furthermore, with the extra love given these days, i've been consuming far more that i can burn.. Something that i could'nt face in the past was the cruel figures on the weighing machine everytime i weigh myself.. But now, i guess i have the courage to face it and to admit it.. So what if i was'nt at the optimal slim weight.. i can work on it..

To tell myself to do all these, partially is due to the way i see my own health declining, i've fell sick countless times in the past 6 mths and i'm definately not fit anymore..Secondly, i want to feel confident putting on the clothes i like, looking at myself in the mirror.. i miss the feeling of seeing your muscle all toned up and u feel as light as feather..

I want to be able to eat the food that i love without feeling gulity.. I want to be able to stand beside my best friends and say ' hey, i'm not the fattest..haha' .. Accepting one's looks and feel good about it is the first step to begin.. i'm trying to accept for what i am now..

Let's just say i'll take it as a challenge to my mind and body.. it's more about running a very long marathon.. perserverance will be DAMN hard for me.. but i'll try.. Just for the sake of satisfaction..

P.S: My new lust!



I'm impressed by it although FL Says that the paint comes off easily.. But i love it all the same... So anyone with Nokia Vouchers Heh? Specially my Bday??

Damn..

I really don't have enought time to do all the tinks i want to do.. n i get easily motivated and influenced by magazines, books these days..

WEll.. It's time to get a weighing machine and start on my exercise regime.. Hmm.. 10kg in 6 months.. not entirely impossible but yet not a easy feat.. i know i haven always been the slim type of person since young.. my weight bounced up and down easily..

Furthermore, with the extra love given these days, i've been consuming far more that i can burn.. Something that i could'nt face in the past was the cruel figures on the weighing machine everytime i weigh myself.. But now, i guess i have the courage to face it and to admit it.. So what if i was'nt at the optimal slim weight.. i can work on it..

To tell myself to do all these, partially is due to the way i see my own health declining, i've fell sick countless times in the past 6 mths and i'm definately not fit anymore..Secondly, i want to feel confident putting on the clothes i like, looking at myself in the mirror.. i miss the feeling of seeing your muscle all toned up and u feel as light as feather..

I want to be able to eat the food that i love without feeling gulity.. I want to be able to stand beside my best friends and say ' hey, i'm not the fattest..haha' .. Accepting one's looks and feel good about it is the first step to begin.. i'm trying to accept for what i am now..

Let's just say i'll take it as a challenge to my mind and body.. it's more about running a very long marathon.. perserverance will be DAMN hard for me.. but i'll try.. Just for the sake of satisfaction..

P.S: My new lust!



I'm impressed by it although FL Says that the paint comes off easily.. But i love it all the same... So anyone with Nokia Vouchers Heh? Specially my Bday??

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