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Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Frustration.. / 12:08 PM





Everything. every single thing in life is currently now in a mess..

The most frustrating on my mind now is my bloody face infection.. It has come back full-blown and is red and swollen and freaking itchy..Wanted to go to the skin specialist ting intro, but she is on holiday! My god.. Thinking of dropping by the polyclinic again..

Next most frustrating thing is, i don't feel well.. worse still, i'm at home..

A home is where you can feel rested, protected, warmth and relax.. but when i go home, it feels like I'm in hell.. Both my parents give me the hell of a time with things that are little in existence and i can't even rest well..

I dream every night and my brain is processing data every single second for the past 5 nights.. DAMN.. even though i was on the bed for more than 9 hrs.. i wake up with a headache almost every morning.. this morning is the worst..

i need to clear my room, change my bedsheets and bedspread.. do a total disinfection so as to keep my room in tip-top cleanliness.. i need my face to recover before 12th Mar for D&D, remind me again, that's a week to go.. BAH..

With a probing headache.. handling StarTutor now is a total wreck in the head.. really feel like just shutting down the com and do nothing about it..

Really feel like the lowest of luck ever.. though not as bad as 5 years ago the super duper sway period.. but i think this comes 2nd to it.. Lol..

To Ling: when you are lacking of luck, you can feel it de.. seriously.. it's not a matter of the mind controlling.. but you can really feel it..


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