I realise i have been blogging a lot lesser about my life details now but more to the emotional side of me. Not good.

So, I'm sorry to say that this post will still not mention much about the nitty-gritty details of my current life now. Still pretty much on my thoughts and feel.

Yesterday was the first outdoor event i participate since i join the company. So i went for the recruitment drive, mostly to boost my appraisal and part of it to leave my office early. [I hate to stay in the office after 2pm. Time seems to crawl.] When i naively think that i could gain a better feel of how other banks are like by going for the NTU thingy, i was so wrong. It's really the students that get to mingle around, we bank reps have to be around our area. Even when other banks do their presentation, we cannot be in the auditorium as well!

Fatal decision landed me on the ulu side of the island. Even horrendous to think about the fact that my house is in Tampines. I ended up travelling for 2hours to reach home plus the fact that the event ended at 9+. That's not the worst part, we almost couldn't get out of the place as the only feeder provided by SBS [World-class transportation] to NTU sent in 1 pathetic bus every 10-15 mins, all buses were jammed pack to the door and the uncle refused to open up.

Okay. The point isn't about all these alright. We managed to got onto those private shuttle buses and the uncle whizzed us out of campus, at the same time passing through multiple halls, buildings, students.

A surge of emotions overcome me by the fact that i should have been one of those students there, staying in halls, having fun on a school day, enjoy campus life. What am i doing now? Slogging my life out for money and all the whats-not in life is killing me slowly. Definitely slowly and painfully.

I want full-time student life so badly after yesterday. Makes me wonder if i should just get my part-time degree here and try to do my Masters overseas as a full-time student. But there is always the money issue.

hais. whatever larx. The people up there surely wants to grill me. Very Slowly and Painfully.

I realise i have been blogging a lot lesser about my life details now but more to the emotional side of me. Not good.

So, I'm sorry to say that this post will still not mention much about the nitty-gritty details of my current life now. Still pretty much on my thoughts and feel.

Yesterday was the first outdoor event i participate since i join the company. So i went for the recruitment drive, mostly to boost my appraisal and part of it to leave my office early. [I hate to stay in the office after 2pm. Time seems to crawl.] When i naively think that i could gain a better feel of how other banks are like by going for the NTU thingy, i was so wrong. It's really the students that get to mingle around, we bank reps have to be around our area. Even when other banks do their presentation, we cannot be in the auditorium as well!

Fatal decision landed me on the ulu side of the island. Even horrendous to think about the fact that my house is in Tampines. I ended up travelling for 2hours to reach home plus the fact that the event ended at 9+. That's not the worst part, we almost couldn't get out of the place as the only feeder provided by SBS [World-class transportation] to NTU sent in 1 pathetic bus every 10-15 mins, all buses were jammed pack to the door and the uncle refused to open up.

Okay. The point isn't about all these alright. We managed to got onto those private shuttle buses and the uncle whizzed us out of campus, at the same time passing through multiple halls, buildings, students.

A surge of emotions overcome me by the fact that i should have been one of those students there, staying in halls, having fun on a school day, enjoy campus life. What am i doing now? Slogging my life out for money and all the whats-not in life is killing me slowly. Definitely slowly and painfully.

I want full-time student life so badly after yesterday. Makes me wonder if i should just get my part-time degree here and try to do my Masters overseas as a full-time student. But there is always the money issue.

hais. whatever larx. The people up there surely wants to grill me. Very Slowly and Painfully.

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