Well, like what little miss drink a lot says,
life changes- which is why she has stopped writing, in so many many ways. I have been a great fan of her blog for years, been following her story all along ever since i chance upon it. I have felt her excitement, her joy, the heartache and seen the changes. Though i don't know her in real life, there have been so many times that i felt that i can understand the things she has been through. I guess all good things have to come to an end, maybe one day we will cross each other's path and I'll know the real LMD. Hope happiness will be with you all your life. =)

Anyway, for the first time in a long time, i managed to wake up at 9am without any protest from the body- for once you are being cooperative, huh? Waking up at 9am feels great, you can sit through at least one episode of your latest favourite drama, enjoy your shower, take your time to prep your body for a wonderful day and still able to sit down and write. How awesome is that?

Maybe i really should upkeep this lifestyle, since i can feel more changes coming along my way. There is no specific deadline on it but i can feel it's coming nearer and nearer. Deep down, if you knew that there's no chance of keeping it, why forced it?

I guess it's time to slow down, take a look at life once more and what you have on hand. It's been a long time since i sat down and asked myself on what i want in life. It all comes down to being selfish or tip the scale, using my guts and courage (whatever that's left) to pursue things that my heart yearns for.

Well, what i do know is, whatever decision i made in the near future, the consequences can be as big as affecting the rest of my life. What matters now is, how am i going to make a decision that is justifiable to myself.

Well, like what little miss drink a lot says,
life changes- which is why she has stopped writing, in so many many ways. I have been a great fan of her blog for years, been following her story all along ever since i chance upon it. I have felt her excitement, her joy, the heartache and seen the changes. Though i don't know her in real life, there have been so many times that i felt that i can understand the things she has been through. I guess all good things have to come to an end, maybe one day we will cross each other's path and I'll know the real LMD. Hope happiness will be with you all your life. =)

Anyway, for the first time in a long time, i managed to wake up at 9am without any protest from the body- for once you are being cooperative, huh? Waking up at 9am feels great, you can sit through at least one episode of your latest favourite drama, enjoy your shower, take your time to prep your body for a wonderful day and still able to sit down and write. How awesome is that?

Maybe i really should upkeep this lifestyle, since i can feel more changes coming along my way. There is no specific deadline on it but i can feel it's coming nearer and nearer. Deep down, if you knew that there's no chance of keeping it, why forced it?

I guess it's time to slow down, take a look at life once more and what you have on hand. It's been a long time since i sat down and asked myself on what i want in life. It all comes down to being selfish or tip the scale, using my guts and courage (whatever that's left) to pursue things that my heart yearns for.

Well, what i do know is, whatever decision i made in the near future, the consequences can be as big as affecting the rest of my life. What matters now is, how am i going to make a decision that is justifiable to myself.

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