To be or not to be, it's no longer a question. It's a choice.
Fumble, Tumble, Rumble your way through the details of everything here.
Maybe, Just Maybe, you will know who i am.
I have never felt so angry at myself for a long time.
It's disappointing to fail at recovery and relapse on something you have curb so long ago.. It's been a long time since i felt that anger outlash coming out..
Ever since i went out with nic, i have learnt so many ways to curb this outlash and grow out of it. I pretty much succeeded at it until the relapse last night.
I can't blame anyone but myself for it and i know after yesterday, this outlash has to go for good. One of my closest friend has taught me a good lesson last night, i'm thankful for it. I guess that when i truly learn what i should have done long time ago.
I guess it's time to pull myself back on track and start life all over again. I will be better than before. This is my own promise to myself..
P.s: It felt so much better after writing it out. At least i found the joy in writing again. It's something i have not given up over the years.
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/ The Facts. The Rubbish & The Nonsensical.
Even I'm lost for words at times when asked to describe about myself.
Let's start with the basic then. I saw my first light as a human on 26th November 1988. And Yes, i'll stepping into official declaration of adulthood soon!
Stepping into adulthood is an out-of-the-world-Experience but i L-O-V-E it! I just hope that i remain at 21 every year though.
At this tender age i call it, i'm already roughing out on my own.
It's my life adventure. I bet i can come out with an autobiography or something.
My dream is to travel around the world.
Leaving my mark and footsteps everywhere before i leave this dying little planet.
Pretty Cottonish Clouds never fail to bring a smile on my face as i picture all of them in different icons through my imagination
Carpe diem. Live everyday with no regrets.
Live. Love. Laugh.
& the shining squares of london. the streets of NYC.
I have never felt so angry at myself for a long time.
It's disappointing to fail at recovery and relapse on something you have curb so long ago.. It's been a long time since i felt that anger outlash coming out..
Ever since i went out with nic, i have learnt so many ways to curb this outlash and grow out of it. I pretty much succeeded at it until the relapse last night.
I can't blame anyone but myself for it and i know after yesterday, this outlash has to go for good. One of my closest friend has taught me a good lesson last night, i'm thankful for it. I guess that when i truly learn what i should have done long time ago.
I guess it's time to pull myself back on track and start life all over again. I will be better than before. This is my own promise to myself..
P.s: It felt so much better after writing it out. At least i found the joy in writing again. It's something i have not given up over the years.
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The Etcs
Nokia MusicExpress 5800
Nindento DS in White/Light Blue
Coach New Signature Stripe Patent Zip Satchel in brown / Coach New Madeline Medium Signature Tote in Black
A nice Mp3
A nice LV tote bag
Lose 5kg in 6 months.
Pass my Maths Bridging Course with at least a Merit.[Done!]
Go for Manicure, Pedicure and Facial at least once a month.
Go Perth before the end of 2008![Done!]
To go to Taiwan by end of 2009!
Complete 4.5km Milk Run in 2008[Done!]
Complete Shape Run 5km/10km in 2009
Complete Milk Run 9km in 2009
To Re-Launche Pretty-In-Style by Sep 08![Done!]
Die Die also must pass my first Second FTT.[Done!]
My dream is to travel around the world.
Leaving my mark and footsteps everywhere before i leave this dying little planet.
Pretty Cottonish Clouds never fail to bring a smile on my face as i picture all of them in different icons through my imagination
Carpe diem. Live everyday with no regrets.
Nokia MusicExpress 5800
